Tristram Shandy
03-03-2006, 12:25 AM
I'd like to practise rituals. I can't find rituals specific to my own belief system, so I am creating my own. I have made a couple of sketches. But I have a problem that prevents me writing them out in detail, and doing them in practice. You need tools, and you need to consecrate them. And each system of tools has its own conscration methods, so you have to choose one. The system shouldn't force me to adopt a conflicting worldview. For instance, I can't take advise from some Wicca 101 book, and appeal to God, Goddess, and other forces derived from the Wiccan deities' existence, since I don't consider nature sacred. I don't know where to turn. I either have to read a lot about many different systems, or ask people's opinions. I choose latter.
Of course, it is useful for you to know what I am planning to do in my rituals. I will praise figures like Lucifer, Seth, the so-called Invisible Father that existed before the beginning, and ask for sensibility to perceive more about them. I am still in such a phase that I feel tempted to read some annoying doctrinal texts backwards, and thank Sophia+Logos = Lucifer for helping me to let myself disagree with the texts.
I own currently two possible tools: a candlestick and a cup. They both are of clay and I got them from my relatives. The candlestick definitely needs consecration because I suspect that it used to hold candles in front of icons. A light is a positive thing in Gnosticism, and the Sethian Gnostics had an interest in water, since they were a baptismal sect. There are four lightbringers in Gnostic mythology, who could somehow be identified with the "watchers" in each cardinal point.
There seems to be lots of masculinity-femininity polarity mystification in occult and esoteric theory. People define which element is masculine, which feminine, compare Sun and Moon etc. Such fixation annoys me a great deal. It repeats the popular misunderstanding that there are only two genders, which have polar opposite characteristics. I think my gender is a Frog, or a Linux User; which side am I in? But I'm afraid I can't avoid masculine vs. feminine terminology when I read esoteric literature.
Of course, it is useful for you to know what I am planning to do in my rituals. I will praise figures like Lucifer, Seth, the so-called Invisible Father that existed before the beginning, and ask for sensibility to perceive more about them. I am still in such a phase that I feel tempted to read some annoying doctrinal texts backwards, and thank Sophia+Logos = Lucifer for helping me to let myself disagree with the texts.
I own currently two possible tools: a candlestick and a cup. They both are of clay and I got them from my relatives. The candlestick definitely needs consecration because I suspect that it used to hold candles in front of icons. A light is a positive thing in Gnosticism, and the Sethian Gnostics had an interest in water, since they were a baptismal sect. There are four lightbringers in Gnostic mythology, who could somehow be identified with the "watchers" in each cardinal point.
There seems to be lots of masculinity-femininity polarity mystification in occult and esoteric theory. People define which element is masculine, which feminine, compare Sun and Moon etc. Such fixation annoys me a great deal. It repeats the popular misunderstanding that there are only two genders, which have polar opposite characteristics. I think my gender is a Frog, or a Linux User; which side am I in? But I'm afraid I can't avoid masculine vs. feminine terminology when I read esoteric literature.