Anibis

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Thoth Count Journal

[Anibis]

The start of the 15th year of the Thoth Count. Atu XX!, with mercury in the 2nd decan of Taurus (6 of Disks). Main sense is of a great opening and a rising of energy: the kundalini, as it were. I build a link between Malkuth and Yesod. In particular, once I have opened, centred and grounded I bring the grid/twinstar into play, then bring the jugglers vision into mind.. I see through the eyes of the juggler... I envision a door with the sigil of the Universe/World on it. enetering it, I pick up it's weight, and carry it. The 6 of disks manifests as a unicursal hexagram on a disk, on which I sit. It is grounded in the earth... in the rock... I feel like I soak up the bright energy stored there, and thrive off it: just the surplus. the rest is stored in the disk, in the earth... living off the interest, so to speak. When I ground the Universe/world and move onto the final phase of the Juggler I sense that on the way up, the Juggler will look through each Atu like a lense. The eyes of the universe open. I close my practice and ground. The 32nd path is bright, and lit up on the tree.

-Anibis

Being in Malkuth, much of the magick of this day consisted in a walk up to the cliff overlooking the sea. This path lends itself to tangible physical journeys... the number XXI is the sum of the numbers 1-6, and so it is enlivened by the hexagram, which is at it's heart. That's the lesson for me, then: heart is at the root and core of all things in the world... or it can be if you understand...

[Anibis]

(tc 15:2)

I open as usual, and feel like my fields are particularly strong and healthy... After calling AB, and resonating with 2 on the twinstar (in both directions), I become the juggler again, and when ready advance towards the Aeons gate. I pass through it and immediately am sped up to a high velocity (as opposed to yesterday where the path slowed me down). I have wieght (of the world) and momentum, and fly at a very high spped towards Hod. I recall spiralling towards it, pitch and yaw and all that stuff but staying on the bead and making the connection to Hod, fortifying it with my defensive capacities immediately. I see energy immediately going from Hod to all the spheres it touches: a nerve system. I concentrate on the aeons. In Maatian Aeonology there are 6: Bes, the Shamanic Aeon, Isis the Matriarchal Aeon, Osiris the Patriarchal, Horus the Son, Maat, the Daughter, and the nameless, silent Aeon. I see them become one (Aion?), and all our machines take flight, become alive, and yet they flow in the rythmes and geometries of the tree (and other systems). They are biological. Slowly a being emerges, which I can only ever see half of: one half is always in shadow, and one half in Light: Na'ton, ourself in the future reaching backwards through time seeking to make contact with us, to bridge the gap. Na'ton is beleaguered at first, pulling parasites of it's bright side. As it gradually is cleansed, it shines with a great solar blaze: the visible side that is. It seems that the visible and invisible sides switch, so that the whole is seen, but never at once. As the Juggler, I draw the Aeons to my sight and open their/my eyes. I am in Hod, blazing information flowing all around, seated on a throne... eight pointed star around me... the vision is slightly dim here... more work to be done. I sense myself existing on all four planes of this sphere... still much work to be done. I draw my energy back to malkuth and close as per my custom.

Tommorow is TC 15:3, Atu XIX, the Sun....

-Anibis

[Anibis]

Note that today the TC charges the 7 of disks, as Mercury has moved into the 3rd decan of Taurus.
-Anibis

[Anibis]

TC 15:3 (May 6th)

As the juggler I become more confident... I feel the oscillating flow and ebb of the lemnicate... the pulse from side to side... first in my core, then in my aura and beyond, and finally all of this in my core. I bring up the Sun gate and enter it, studying the glyph carefully, noting the 12 petaled flower, each with a sign of the zodiac, colored as in the Thoth Deck which I learned on. I enter the gate and find myself standing on a glacier with brilliant seering light all around... I imagine myself with one of those bone-visors the Inuit use... Then I see a great sunflower erupt from the snow and climb into the heavens... I become the sunflower and my consciousness blooms up in some rare strata that people have been fighting desparately to access for centuries... and as sparrows pick the seeds from the flower and carry them around the world, many many of these flowers bloom up, many minds touching the rare layer of consciousness. The warmth that feeds us and helps us grow... I open the 'Sun's eyes', and see through them brightly... There are a few other details, the magickal shields are very strong, admitting only those whose will will undergo the full set of transformations which Abrahadabra imposes... Thoth count is guarded by these...

-Anibis.

The Grid is at (ABR)ahadabra, and 3 on the twinstar. I opened and closed, centred and grounded according to my methods. Mercury in 3rd decan Taurus (7 of disks/Netzach in Assiah).

[Naomi]

Wow that is so awesome. I am so happy about hearing this.

[Anibis]

TC 15:4 (May 7th)

Working The Ocean, I start with the magickal shields which are progressively strengthening, then call up the juggler I see myself robed in light bearing a rod... I open the door to the Ocean like a set of velvet curtains, and pass through. I find miself in a small craft at the bottom of the sea. Much pressure here... I discover some treasures: the first is one third of a golden plate which I pick up with a retractable claw on the sub, and bring it inside Next I find a great Clam with a massive pearl in it. Since it is alive, I leave it alone. I find another which is only a shell though, and I retrieve the pearl, intuiting that it grants wishes: something which could be VERY dangerous.... (Related to my discussion earlier with NC regarding spiritual greed). Finally I find myself attracting giant squid. I try to avoid it but it goes to attack my sub anyways. I erect a field around it which traps it and it starts to float to the surface, along with me. I release it before it is brought all the way up, and frightened, it sclurfs away back to the depths. I surface and teh sub becomes a boat. I take it to a dock, in a friendly harbour, attached to the City. I think about what I will do with my treasures. Part of me cares to hide them, then, remembering our previous discussion, I decide to give them to the city itself, handing them over as treasures to teh governing body. I feel good about this and realize that my 'job' here is not to treasure hunt for myself, but rather to retrieve things from the depths for the good of the community of the Green City, as I have come to know it...

-Anibis

Mother Ocean...

A
AB
ABR
ABRA,

and '-' on the twinstar.

Mercury is in the first decan of Gemini: 8 of swords.

[Anibis]

TC 15:5 (May 8th)

In working 'The man' I climb a hill that looks like a Mayan pyramid. I realize it has an elevator built into it, and when I arrive on the top I see many such hills, layed out like an egg carton, each with a man atop. Above synching everything together is a sort of violet star. Horizontally we all weave together from peak to peak golden strands.... The star is sortof eerie.

I enter the bloodstream (on the other side of the egg carton landscape) and find myself inventing sequences of DNA which rove about and replace damaged or altered parts: a key part of my defence mechanisms: maintaining robust code... biologically speaking.

I open the juggler's eyes and the stars shine through: a powerful enchantment: I draw the magic back within and channel it out through my hands... it become the magic calendar which speads and weaves outwards from my present: I am building it between my palms like a crystalizing growing energy snowflake of Qabalistic trees.... my eyes still sparkle, but they don't leap out at people: they just twinkle there as the magic grows between my hands...

-Anibis

Twinstar day 4, ABRAH... Mercury in 2nd Decan Gemini (9 of swords).
-Anibis

[Anibis]

TC 15:6 (May 9th)

I enter the domain of the tower. I, using bricks build up a tower by spiralling them together. It's like a lighthouse, only it is for watching... I see many other towers all layout out over the lanscape. Each one has dominion over a chunk of land and portions it out. As a result the towers regulate the flows of multitude on the ground below: society is segmented. Towers crumble over time, and eventually the soul that they imprison is released. Released but changed: specialized. It becomes a white light and then returns to being bilogical, merging with a forest. The juggler's eyes open with a fiery certainty... a war-look.
-Anibis

[Anibis]

15:7

(6 on the twinstar, ABRAHADabra) Mercury in 3rd Decan Gemini (10 of Swords).

The Horned One, Atu XV.

At first, in the Atu, I percieve a long, thin, pitch-black rod, like the graphite in a pencil, stretched to eternity... Through the rod, seeds of light fire themselves into Tipareth where a child is born who will eventually mature, then cross the abyss. I find myself riding on the flat head of a strange squat little devil, with bat wings... I steer it to its' home and leave it with its family. It transforms into something else. After that I am free to walk... and so I proceed. This is a path with great weight, though I feel less like it is 'bearing down' as per the descending operation...

(Note: I am quite blocked at the moment with stuff to do in my non-internet life, so I am keeping abreast of the workings, although I have not added much more in the way of extras... The paths tend to teach themselves, but I am aware that there is still an enormous amount of ground to cover, and all sorts of little nooks and crannies I'd love to discuss. For example, this path, astride the middle pillar is path 26, and the total of the middle pillar sephiroth is 26... This is the number of tetragrammaton, so in this position it is very potent. A great deal has been said, about the labyrinth for example, in the background threads, but I plan to bring it up in more 'official' threads when I get the chance. keep letting me know what you'd like to see go on here, thanks...)

-Anibis

[Anibis]

TC 15:8 (May 11th,07)

ABRAHADAbra, Twinstar #7

Working of The Alchemist. I find myself in a tower. Quite comfortable, outfitted with a super-integrated laboratory which is constantly distilling, and working different sorts of transformations... Potions. Like hormone releases in the body... the alchemist is busy attending to the various obstacles life presents by developing substances to enhance perception, and various different works. On this level the work is multiform, and jubilant: it's fun to make new potions and tackle various situations in this way. There is a deeper quest, though, and it starts by drawing all the pollutants out into a single flask. The effort is to create a transformative power: an elixir or stone. More like a star or sparkle. My first effort appears to be successful. I develop a star like spark which when I envision it in a plant, causes the plant to grow greatly. I place the star in my heart. But I don't feel quite satisfied. I notice that the excellerated groth of the plant causes it to then bloom, rot, and die before my eyes, very rapidly... I take to a deeper sort of distilation: I sort the different 'pollutant's' into three alembics, drawing them off separately. I encounter a very soft white light which is soothing, and I watch the substances which were drawn off start to weave and braid together. My sense is that these are the three Gunas, playing out the dance of life: very intricate. My whole system is in good shape: My Chakras are lit up nicely and theres a brilliance within which becomes a warm, golden glow without: not too bright, but life-giving....

I Open the eyes of the alchemist and can see the world in terms of combinations, substances, and transformations; truly intuiting what each will do in a given situation....

-Anibis

[Anibis]

TC 15:9 (May 12,07)

ABRAHADABra, Twinstar 8

Atu XIII, Death

This was a rather extraordinary experience. At first I was in a cool white mist. Hanging above it was a Death's Head, a skull. The skull became a lamp, and eventually the 'tunnel of white light' that people report from near death experiences. I entered the light and let go, finding myself in a space between lives... pathways stretched out across incarnations. I felt something a bit unsettling, like a piece of sand under the skin.... Instead of diving back into the Fray, I pulled back again, drawing back from even this state (transcendent to life as it is)... I find another place, where the eagle soars, so to speak.. a calm outside of the round of death and re-birth. It is from here that I relax and look back towards the space of incarnations. At this point, The 'sand' feeling is gone, and I look around for the most appropriate place to re-incarnate.... of all teh possibilities, there is only one true 'home for me', and it shines like a spark. I decend into it, knowing that Love is really the only reason to incarnate anyways... (Note AHBH (Love) in Hebrew=13= AChD(Unity)). As I merge with my proper form, and take on a new incarnation, I hear 'Make Love'. I awake. The eyes of the juggler open, and they see as an immortal...


A few points to where we are at on the tree now. You will recall, perhaps if you have read the Aprill 22nd working that I consider there to be two 'Faces' on the tree, and one Bridge. As Death is worked it completes the lower 'microcosmic' face. The next four paths are the Bridge or 'Pivot of Ma'at', and you will notice they form an 'M' on the tree. These paths are such that your only asset is your character. In the lower face you are supported from below, in the upper face, you are supported from above... in the bridge phase, you really have to build it yourself. There is a great parallel here to the Tien, Ti and Jen divisions of the THC... I'll try to address this in the Q&A thread..

-Anibis

[Anibis]

TC 15:10 (May 13)

ABRAHADABRa
Twinstar#9

Atu XII: the Hanged Man

I pass through the portal and 'find myself hanging upside down from it. Indeed, the door itself is now the loop of an Ankh from which I am suspended, watching the deep. I see stars, and it becomes clear to me, that the upside-down perspective of the hanged man is what all humans are experiencing at all times, looking at the heavens as if they were 'up'. All incernated beings on this planet are indeed 'hanged men', seeing an inverted reality (but no less a reality) from the cosmic outside... All my energy flows into a spot: my life, my home, my point of intersection with the world: supremely limited, borded by necessity, but as a result totally active. I feel the polar relation with the Hermit here... the impotence of the hanged man is constrasted with the erection of the Hermit... I am therefore turgid in position, and yet helplessly stuck with the lot I have, according to karma... So be it..
The eyes of the Hangedman open, and he experiences a vision of truth and a vision of sorrow. The first noble truth, that of Dukkha, comes to mind...

I was in a hurry and felt a need to rush... I had a job in five minutes, so after I worked the path a had another visual: similar to one Naomi had at a time: a green serpent passes through my Ajna Chakra... I let it pass through me to my feet like an electric current. It is now grounded/stored in an emerald, at my feet. I toss it into the heavens. It twinkles. This I do as I write this paragraph. Let it be so!
-Anibis

[Anibis]

TC 15:11 (May 14th)

TS:10

ABRAHADABRA

(Transcription of journal)
The Balance:Becoming Ma'at, feeling the edge of the razor realizing justice is strangely particular. Subjective yet true: It feeds off love. Without love there is no justice. I am Maat Thoth Anubis, I open my eyes and see justice administered by love. A.
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Anibis

[Anibis]

TC 15:12 (May 15th)

TS: 10

ARBADAHARBA


Transcription

The Wheel.
Spins very fast: used to charge a crystal in Malkuth which provides extra force for the upwards ascent. Take the center: curiousity, perilous nature (predation), and reflection spin about one another: Buddhas eyes open. "heavy" I can see myself in future and past incarnations where heaven descends and earth rises to make contact. many such times all at once. Create a great time wheel rosette of presence. A child is born from my third eye. Hermaphrodite. I cut the umbilical, we dance and whirl into the Galaxy.
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Anibis

[Anibis]

TC 15:13 (May 16th)

TS: 9

ARBADAHARBa

Atu IX, the Hermit. I stand at the top of a high Hill, where a tree grows. I can see for miles and miles, and even though I know other hills and Hermits are out there, I cannot see them. I have a flock of sheep around me whom I love and who keep me warm. They are my strength. I am able to send copies of myself out into the world to explore the land. I discover I am on a crescent shaped island with a bridge at one end. I appoint a guardian to that bridge and can break or complete it. Beyond the bridge is another such island. Crescent too. I send myselfves out across it (There are less to spare, though). They discover a bridge and I appoint one the guard, in the same fashion as before. Across that bridge is another crescent shaped island and I send myselves (now faint) across it. A bridge, a guard, and a fourth Island. Very faint (Now as I write I commit the last of my selves to guarding that space, and I know beyond it is something else). As a shepherd I plant trees where I walk, like in this old NFB* film 'The man who planted trees'... it may take decades before I see anything... I send bees out too, for polination. I envision a Bee. I open my eyes: The eyes of decision. I become a red dragon with firey breath that destroys ill-being.

*National Film Board: was once the mainstay of canadian film: VERY cool, especially in the 60's and 70's

-Anibis

[Anibis]

TC 15:14 (May 17th)

TS: 8

ARBADAHARba

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Atu IIX, Strength.

First off the path opens with a flying river of roaring, golden lions: a great pride which swirl about the cosmos and rest, packed with power, in my heart. The majority of this path was actually building strength and character to help make a decision with regards to a certain narcotic temptation in my life... I drew on the strength of the card to bypass an action which would have been innapropriate and which would have caused some harm, although I *wanted* to do it. It took me a while, but once the working was done, my will was nicely bolstered. I opened the Jugglers eyes and began to see truly, and with my heart. The 'M' formed by ATU XII, XI, X, and I, is strong. We have moved on from this area of the tree to the first of the paths that entertain the 'Higher World' Things will now start to get very interesting... Harrowing a little too, but there is help. Just keep the 'M' strong... This path is the second of the three Horizontals, and if you take it's letter: 'Teth' and it's number (9) and add it to the other horizontal we have encountered: Peh (80), we have the number 89. Crowley lambasted this number as the number of the 'Black Brothers'... while he may be off base here in terms of freaking everybody out about his own hang-ups (And further contributing to the 'moral ill-repute' of a frigging color), it can be said that using these two horizontals alone (Horizontals basically represent 'levels of consciousness'), that you can actually block the release of the self which crosses the abyss. That is to say, the position of Strength is often used to resist death... We must be aware that the final Horizontal above the abyss is Atu III, the Empress, with the letter 'Daleth'(4). Adding 4 to 89, gives us 93, so it is in the next set of paths that we endeavor to extend 89 (The triumphant self/ego) to 93: the Will/Love union that transforms us from a Being into to a force (Noun to Verb). I can feel Daleth awaiting our arrival.
-Anibis

[Anibis]

TC 15:15 (May 18th)

TS:7

ARBADAHArba

ATU VII: The Chariot

I am poised and in Harmony. My Woman and I wait for the right time to launch... seated in our chariot. We are carrying seeds which fall in a row out of the bck of the vehicle, so you can see the trajectory by the line of trees that grows... we wheel ever faster up to a hill and then launch... the flying cahriot could go a great distance, but instead I cross a mountain range stopping in various places: villages, peaks, etc... delivering goods, transporting people and so on. Hermes is fully here, the whole time. t last I land in the final outpost of my kingdom and then take off over a black sea we leave the earth and fly towards first the moon, then outwards into the solar system... I see the stars and choose not to leave the system... We turn towards the sun, Orbit it, then head back to the earth.... I steer the chariot towards a palace complex ALA ancient china: a Gold Square is visible... we land in it, and I am a little worried... If the Emperor doesn't like us, we are toast... still, I approach in this vulnerable state and am recieved by the Amperor, who is pleased with my work. I recieve a key and she recieves a lock we are together offered a deed to some property as well as funding to continue our alchemical projects... we have the emperors blessing... we go forth. I open the eyes of the Juggler, and they are the eyes of courage.

[Anibis]

TC 15:16 (May 19th)

TS: 6

ARBADAHarba

ATU VI: The Lovers

I sit on a Magen star golden Lotus, and chant the 6 Syllable Mantra: Om Ma Ni Pad Me Hum, into my DNA. It acts as a sanitizer and protector for the code. I see the Buddhist Wheel of life, and teh 6 Worlds... At the Centre, the three fires: Greed, Delusion and Hatred... Each I extinguish, and attain to the centre: watching phenomena spin by on the wheel... The central energy harmonizes consciousness though the I Ching and TCH fields. When I open the Juggler's eyes, I see how I 'fit' in which every phenomena... This is the vision of how self is an opposite in turn to each of all the things... THe triple self: me in three forms, merges into one (at the start of the vision).

[Anibis]

TC 15:17 (May 20th)

TS: 5

ARBADAharba

ATU V: The Teacher

When I enter, I immediately percieve the teacher: a Master Mason. The majority of this working deals with Masonic symbolism that I have taken an oath not to reveal. Suffice to say I am in the prescence and tutelage of a Master, and am being shown how to do the mason's work properly. It is significant, that this path, as per the Proximity Principle, now runs from Chockmah to Tipareth, where it used to run to Chesed from Chockmah... thus is goes towards teaching the self more than 'coding the social order'... anyhow... I am seated at the centre of myself and have my work laid out for me...
-Anibis

[Anibis]

TC 15:18 (May 21st)

TS:4

ARBADaharba

Atu IV, The Star

At first I am terribly alone: a star in the deep. Then I sense out trails and connections with other stars. I connect through the galactic centre, and I begin to dance. I recognize that for us humans, SOL will always be THE star, and yet we can also be one with infinite many other stars... I have a vision of Nuit, a dancing woman, made wholly of stars, holding a bowl with a starfish like galaxy swirling at its centre... it's arms are nectar which trail off, and find the hearts of beings, soothing them and nourishing them and quenching their thirst... I recieve a transmission from the universe which relays through the galaxy to the stars and through my feet. I see earth, the world itself brimming with stars, stars in each molecule, in each building... Earth accquires a merkabah body, but it's rusty for now... give it time, clean it off... The stars compose a single body, and she dances... This is a path meant to develop the governmental capacity of a star faring society... The juggler opens his eyes and sees the world's artful nature: the beauty, wonder, and inspiration in things...
-Anibis

[Anibis]

TC 15:19 (May 22nd)
TS:'-' (Silent Beat=Daath)
ARBAdaharba

ATU III, The Woman

I emerge from the sigil, as if being born onto a gold lotus astride a vast sea. Above, the mother figure beams in bright spring greens... I offer her my worldly life, and she accepts it. I see my home filled with life and love: like a container to store golden energy. The fields around it are secure, it contains without leaking... From the House, rays stream forth and bathe the beings I encounter in the light... Thelema Agape... The Ankh key, and open door to heaven... In my hands, as I sit, I see the earth a cloud of defilements hovering about part of it. I remove them, stripping them away, and contain them hermetically, with a seal. They will be worked upon in due time. The earth IS the pearl of great price! What else could it be? I open the eyes of the juggler: the third eye opens, like a Yoni in the brow, and at the tips all all three eyes a little red bud forms and opens... A rose, a poppy. It has yellow pollen, which is collected by a bee... many mediators likewise activating this bindi-like '4th eye', and the bee flies to all of them. She is of Maat Aeon... See liber Pennae Penumbra (http://www.horusmaat.com/liberPP.htm).
-Anibis

[Anibis]

TC 15:20
TS 3
ARBadaharba

ATU II, the High Priestess.

The Priestess is like a light, and like a fountain. She is Artemis, and one must only approach her when she calls, and not otherwise... She is the muse, she cannot be forced. She creates through you as you face outwards from her: all my creations appear to me now as coming from this connection. She is deep intuition, and the fountainhead of spirit. I see a pack of wolves drinking at an oasis. They drink their fill, Howl at the moon, then scatter into the night. I lead a camel to the water and it drinks three times, after which it is so full, it is a little awkward. Now I am prepared to hold myself together for a long journey. I am prepared. I open the eyes of the juggler and see in the dream vision, like when I encountered leviathan, only much higher frequency... astral sight improvement....

-Anibis

[Anibis]

TC 15:21
TS 2
ARbadaharba

ATU I, the Magician

I enter the cubic house. Pyramids jut out from all 6 sides. The house flies, and moves across time. I see my four weapons, and transform them into light, absorbing them into my being. Of them all, only the sword is not at a pure frequency. I examine it closer and discover that there are some defects: some false premeses, which are eroding my though. They are like bugs eating at the roots of a plant. With difficulty and effort I drive them off, in bunches, one at a time, and finally I remove the last... I create a protected space for the roots to grow back in. Is this indicative of my agression? I must think on it.. When I open the jugglers eyes, I see the universe made of pure force and bending to intent...
-Anibis

[Anibis]

TC 15:22
TS 1
Arbadaharba

ATU 0, the Fool


This is the largest of the paths... it embraces me as I approach. I step off of a cliff onto an invisible bridge. Each footstep takes me further, though I realize that I must have faith and trust with each step, or I fall... There is no place or room here for taking my position for granted. With each step I open up more and more into the beyond, till I am totally refreshed of knowledge. I am awash in newness: a childs mind. I hear the word 'Hemlock' and think of Socrates... I open the jugglers eyes, and the world appears fresh, to the eyes of a child peering out of the ruins of a building. I draw those ruins into a crystal, and I bury it the ground, to mark the start of a new journey... a path winds far away into the hills....
-Anibis

[Anibis]

TC 15:23
TS 1
Abrahadabra

ATU 0, the Fool

I continue to take faithful steps across the abyss.... Continuous, so that with every step I must find the path of the highest trust.... the closest to true will.... The path traces across the inside of a sphere in a rosette. I step out of this and am holding the sphere, like a little oscillating atom... It becomes an egg with wings and flies up and sits on my head. It hatches two orange feet and then a penguin comes out. The egg turns to a ball of light with wings and goes up over my head and down to my feet so that my crown and feet are both winged. I assume Hermes form. The penguin on my head points with one of it's wings. Ahead of me in my path is a black ugly demon skull opening its jaws becconing me. I ask myself 'oh is this where I must go? wierd.' and I mean to go in it, but my path diverges and turns to the left up into some coastal hills. A better option. I follow it up and along the coast and into a forest. I keep travelling till I reach the ends of the earth, and then I take off into space...

I find myself travelling to the stars where I go and visit another planet. Somehow I find a portal there which I can take back to here, where I have started. There is a blue labyrinth involved. My mission is to go there, and anchor the portal between there and here, and to make it permanent, thus setting up a gate between a where I stand right now and a place that is very far, but will be made close.

I open a door within myself and let in a sense of wind-swept adventure. When I am ready, I close the door.

I take the first few steps on the journey...

-A-

[Anibis]

TC 15:24
TS 2
ABrahadabra

ATU I, the Magus

The House of the Magus builds itself around me. On each of the 6 sides of the cube are pyramids.. It is a Vehicle, like a TARDIS. I look at the four weapons: they are lights... the light of water is a bit mucky... I will need to purify my imagination. I see a sacred 4-fold word cubed, and mated (by way of another sacred word) to a second 4-fold cubic word. These three words form the Altar of the double cube... Battery of the Magician. I see myself as a multi-armed juggler, spinning the energies and holding a patterd. Using the flying house, I fly up out over the hills I say last path, leaving the Demon skull-cave behind. I open a door which is a double door. It only stays open for a moment then slams shut. I then re-open it, but it is connected like an oriental screen it swings open as one door to the left. There is a bar in the middle. I manage to walk through it totally symetrically, by dividing myself into two halves. The only connect is my corpus callosum, which actually grows around the post.. I feel like an ameoba...

-Anibis

[Anibis]

TC 15:25
TS 3
ABRahadabra

ATU II, the Priestess.

The priestess is a silver shaft which delivers water to the world below the abyss, to slake it's thirst. It is a long journey, and the capacity for long journeys... The thirst quencher. At the end of the day, because of the link to genetic memories, the priestess is linked to long-term memory, and to tasks that extend over many lifetimes... I see the floodgates slowly opening up, and then a torrential flood fills all the sphreses and paths, rushing through the entire Tree like it was a set of aquaducts and resevoirs... I find myself afloat in an ark. all the important facets of my life are preserved in it, and we wait for the flood waters to subside, which they do, and I find myself atop a symbolic mountain, like mount Ararat, complete with dove and olive branch. The priestess can 'wash' our DNA and cleanse it. When I open the door as the juggler, a soft light pours out... like moonlight. It assists the growth of plants especially...
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[Anibis]

TC 15:26
TS -
ABRAhadabra

ATU III, the Woman.

The Woman continues from the priestess, and encourages rich, green plant life to sprout up everywhere. I see sunflowers rise in the thousands and the green growth all over the place. I sit on a golden lotus (a sunflower?). I sense the prescence of Yoni, and the arts of love. Warm energy green-gold flows through me and circulates all around. The sky is bright and blue... love flows, and regrows booms after the flood. I extend this to all of those walking these paths, and even the darkest corners become places where life can thrive... Streems of fertile energy flow down to malkuth and form a globe there which takes the shape of an onion... layer after layer, but no seed at the core... When I open the door, out flows the sensuous nature...

-Anibis

[Anibis]

TC 15:27
TS 4
ABRAHadabra

ATU IV, the Star.
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Again, I meet the great star lady. I am one speck in her body, and I draw attention to my own system... the orbiting planets and such We talk me, and Nuit, and through my being I express the life of every star in her body... Solidarity: each act of speach resonates with all, each though, each heartbeat... Like a sun, I draw in all sorts of materials heavy metals and such and pull them into my being where I transmute them into more complex and evolved forms... A sun is the ultimate athanor.. When I open the Door, my star-being flows out, and takes a microcosmic form which perfectly fits with the macrocosmic order.... I am a snowflake within a snowflake... after my spirit, my mind, my body, and the rest of the universe follow, intergrating into this meta-pattern. Total solidarity, total centrality emerge around the star-body... it hums and glows, gathering and deploying the momentum of the universe.....

-Anibis

[Anibis]

TC 15:28
TS 5
ABRAHAdabra

ATU V, the Teacher.

The teacher emerges from the path and downloads teachings to me in bright ornge bursts, pulses... I see a spiral stair in deep earthones, and I climb it up and up to a door which opens into bright sunlight. I feel strong, persistent (but not dramatic) strength which outstrips all my obstacles... I feel it moving around and gathering all teh moments of my life together and carrying them as one, with and embracing force. This is guided by five streams which ultimately converge (and anchor) in the future into a pentacle held by myself (in the future, and on a specific date). The pentacle is upright.... I notice I emanate the streams from a downward pentacle. The two get closer to one another as time progresses, and will eventually form a magen star, come the correct date. I open a door and streams of demons, imps and other creatures flow out to do my will: building the temple (as per solomon). I cannot take them back, but must let them build, and once exhausted and completed, they all return freely to the door and come back to rest ast the door shuts.... This is not something I compell them to do, but something which they enjoy, and which I merely instruct them in...
-Anibis

[Anibis]

TC 15:29 (June 1st) Full Moon
TS 6
ABRAHADabra

ATU VI, the Lovers.

Being the fool moon, I do my fool moon working, and then proceed to the TC. I see my partner, and we are a rock solid pair, whose opposite orientations make it possible to cover many more bases than either could work alone. We weave with each other as a braid, and when I open the door, it is like the double doors with a bar in the middle (as seen in the magician).... a serpent comes out of each side and they cross, and then cross again and so on, braiding their bodies like in a cadeucus. They do this in a semi-circular arc, and then enter another set of double doors, continuing downwards in an ark and back up to the first set of doors. This is a year... the doors are the equinoxes, and the braided sepents form a kind of double orobouros.... This is an amazing image to me... I will have to think about it, but in a sense it represents the calendar itself.... fascinating..
-Anibis

[Anibis]

TC 15:30(June 2nd)
TS 7
ABRAHADAbra

ATU VII, the Chariot.

This time, the Chariot does not move, so much as exist in several places at once, so movement from place to place is instantaneous. I 'blink' from one place to another. I see the classical image of the chariot, as like an ornamental vintage automobile.. on display, but not the 'current model'. My Chariot now is essentially two interlaced pyramids, like the Incal of Jodorowsky & Moebius (A comic from the 70's). It is a more efficient machine than I previously rode... I flash across the terrain doing errands, delivering mail, transporting people... That's my Job, here... The land is the same archipelago which I witnessed earlier on... I open the 'gate' and a swarm of 'Incal'; small black pyramids, inverse, and small white pyramids, aright.... they fly out and then form into one great big single being composed of , as I said an upright white, and downward black pyramid (Cheops), interlaced.... The TC Grows and enhances the capacity of this Many/one chariot. I use the vehicle to travel to TC 15: 41-44 to give myself support in the work I will be doing at that time. I am given an image which I will recall when I arrive there... Key and Lock...

-Anibis

[Anibis]

TC 15:31(June 3rd)
TS 8
ABRAHADABra

ATU VIII,Strength.
I burn like a candle in the dark. The Tree is washed in fire, as before it was in water, yet is is contained: the whole tree is a lamp. It gives us warmth, and keeps us alive. I open the door, and a Bee flies out (I think of Samson). Swarms of lion-bees fly out. I Inhale the flying lions, and exhale golden light. The bees produce honey(nourishment). I become a hive, my whole being a living multiplicity, with many little 'monads' all out flying around seeking flowers, finding polen. I smell honey...
-Anibis

[Anibis]

TC 15:32(June 4th)
TS 9
ABRAHADABRa

ATU IX, The Hermit.

I locate the Axis, and hold it. Today was a day of mendings... There is no need to impress anyone, but just relax, and focus on being pleasant to be around... I find myself in a secret place, where I deploy a cure for a particular illness: rage (Like in 28 days later) I see a 'zombie' and manage to 'counterinfect' it.... it then goes out and spreads the 'blue', which sooths Rage... I feel very much in control of direction, like a mast head, or a tiller... I open a gate, and out comes Cerberus, whom I put to sleep with music. Instead of hanging around outside, I go into the door this time, down a stair and into a room full of treasure: Aladin's cave. Indeed I find a Lamp, and encounter a small green Djinn. I conduct my business with him as one does (I have spent a very long time contemplating what I would wish for given this type of encounter, and make my choice... I am tested). My principle concern is not what I want, but rather what the Djinn needs. This informs my decision. I see, while flexing 'the Juggler', that the ourobouros has formed like a moebius trip, encircling my point of contact with the ground, at my feet...
-Anibis

[Anibis]

TC 15:33 (June 5th)
TS 10
ABRAHADABRA

ATU X, The Wheel.
Somehow, I find the centre, and the world spins about me, as I watch. It appears in slow motion to me. I stream the high volume of energy into Malkuth, and my work, giving myself support in my work in the future. I open the door and fly out of it like a bird, and the door which I flew out of wraps around and becomes the bird's anus. I become an Eagle, & Fly & Fight & live in the sky. I have a hunch from now on, this is where I will dwell, and that I will have to get used to living in the higher altitudes, and I have become a creature with less business on the Ground. I share the company of Eagles...
-Anibis

[Anibis]

TC 15:34 (June 6th)
TS 10
ARBADAHARBA

ATU XI, The Balance.

I am slain by a sword. A star-seed in removed from my heart. Planted, it grows into the tree of life, including a ring-like torus for Daath. When I open the door, all my personal ghosts fly out, and I am put on trial, subpoena'ed to the judgement of ghosts... I am found silmultaneously guilty and not guilty. The outcome is that I swallow all my ghosts, reintegrate them into my body.. I see my concience from above: a spinning green disk: where I had in some cases harmed it are gaps, and holes, and marks. As I assimilate the ghosts, making no excuses, but welcoming my karma, the concience starts to heal, becomes whole and bright, as it was when I was a young child... Show dignity when on trial.

-Anibis

P.S. There is I believe a fallacy to the notion of 'living without regret'... It is true and right to make decisions you will not regret, and yet it is also true and right to regret those thing which you do deserve to: some weight of conscience is what assists in learning HOW to live without generating regrets... Who wishes to live without regret in a way that generates regret? Justice and conscience are unified...

[Anibis]

TC 15:35 (June 7th)
TS 9
ARBADAHARBa

ATU XII, The Hanged Man.
The universe is continuous, yet self manifesting. I am it, suspended within itself. The Hangedman is a drop in the ocean: a point of life: a single celled organism, and all that comes after.. It powers love and necessitates it.... How? Death pins us and glorifies us, as individual being we grow into love of other beings of our surroundings like plants drink sunlight. I open the door and the Sea flows out... I see the Arc, and the ocean (I am gazing into past and future pathworking, as the tree enables all sorts of hidden routes from one path to another) Buddha seated on a lotus: a singularity in the vastness of the ocean... The serpent rises up through my Ajna towards Muladhara (I am suspended upside down), and forms half a loop in my body: Shakti completes the other half...
-Anibis

[Anibis]

TC 15:36 (June 8th)
TS 8
ARBADAHARba

ATU XIII, Death.

This working is rich with images: an orobouros, which is like a portal. Birds fly out of it on one direction, fish fly out of it in the other: they loop around and the birds eat the fish, forming another oroboros... Below is a snake, but it does not strike the bird and fish: that is the 'unnecessary death'. I obtain antidote, and store it in my temple. I experience many lives and deaths and rebirths Some are pleasant, some are unpleasant... I recall a military shower with chemicals (decontamination of some sort?), it's not nice... I draw away from all these images and see the Wheel of life... I open the door, and it seems I release an old boddhisattva who has not incarnated in AGES... I hear: the restorer is reborn into the world... He had been locked out, somehow... (I never thought of reincarnation this way before: that certain beings can incarnate only through certain gates). The restorer goes to work in the world, the task being facilitating ascentions en-mass...

-Anibis

[Anibis]

TC 15:37 (June 9th)
TS 7
ARBADAHArba

ATU XIV, The Alchemist.

I find that though there are many towers housing many alchemists, there is also, beyond them, a 'heavenly Lab', where the base substance is not Lead, but gold... Here we are into turning out strengths into greater strengths... I see a ring of 9 Gems, and a lotus blooming... I hear "A Ballad of Love and Murder", and I look at the dichotmy and niether fight nor affirm it... I focus on my work... I manufacture a potion which will enhance well-being in general... It will be ready on 15:44. I open the Gate and a marching band come sout, dancing in a spiral amidst a cacaphony of sounds. I look into the future and see that after 15:44 they transform into a bright orange/gold stream... very smooth and clear...

-Anibis

[Anibis]

TC 15:38 (June 10th)
TS 6
ARBADAHarba

ATU XV, The Horned One.
Strength. Powerdul weighted strength, which like Atlas, supports the whole Tree. It is not moralistic, but steady... When I open the gate an energy rosette comes out and seats itself within me. it is a living being, a symbiote... It enhances the power of my will extensively... Very interesting... it takes a while to get used to this (I say as I write). Much less friction than before, but very powerful, and doen't self regulate... It must be handled with justice independently from its form...

-Anibis

[Anibis]

TC 15:39 (June 11th)
TS 5
ARBADAharba

ATU XVI, The Tower.

I encounter the living temple of the masons: I talk with it and it pours its light into me. Masonry itself will change an enormous amount in the coming decades... The temple itself desires renewally... very beautiful: it shares its vision with me I open the door and out comes a demon. I dwell with it for a long time, without fear, and it transformes it becomes a sun, whole winds cleanse corruption, it spreads to the Galaxy, and beyond... space is cleared, and the air is fresher...

-Anibis

[Anibis]

TC 15:40 (June 12th)
TS 4
ARBADaharba

ATU XVII, The Man.
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[Anibis]

TC 15:41 (June 13th)
TS -
ARBAdaharba

ATU XVIII, The Ocean.
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[Anibis]

TC 15:42 (June 14th)
TS 3
ARBadaharba

ATU XIX, The Sun (priest).
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[Anibis]

TC 15:43 (June 15th)
TS 2
ARbadaharba

ATU XX, The Aeons .
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[Anibis]

TC 15:44 (June 16th)
TS 1
Arbadaharba

ATU XXI, The Universe.
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[Anibis]

TC 15:88
ATU XXI/0
Well, it's been 44 days since I recorded anything. Seems that last half of this year was more about what I was doing in the world itself, than the specific meditations. I found that the TC mapped very closely onto events of my life. For example on 15:45 I met a master of sleight of hand who I admire greatly, and recieved his blessing. 22 days later on the 63-66th day, we ran our magor stage show, to some success. 11 days later I found the Snake, and 11 days after that I returned it (today). The narrative of my life has flowed rather perfectly into the rythmes of the Thoth Count. I will begin the new year tommorow, and continue my daily practices, but confine my 'reports' to general discussion, as a posted daily journal is unneccesary. For those of you who wish to keep this up, do so to any degree of intensity you choose, and we will keep watch/discussion going in our posts. Remeber to date all posts in this section with the standard TC notation.
-Anibis