Everyone Look at Me!

[zombieharlot]

Hey everyone. My name is...not very important, so you can just call me zombieharlot, zombie, or Harlot. And yes, "Harlot" is the only one capitalized. Anyway, I like to get this out in the open, as to not surprise or confuse anyone later, but I am a male who cross-dresses. I always feel weird when making that initial announcement, but oh, well.

I am young, but I am here to learn and will try not to cause too much disorder.:D I am mainly interested in the left-hand path religions, though I don't know much of anything at this point. I plan on going to makeup school this october. I am into print and runway fashion and hope to do makeup in those fields. I love music and as I learn, I hope to be able to compose some really nice things in the future. Video games are great for passing the time or getting my mind off of things when I'm stressed. And I've recently gotten into an Anime called Bleach.

I'm sure there is probably more to tell, but I'm not sure what more to say. If you have questions, ask away!

[m1thr0s]

Greetings zombieharlot. I very much doubt you'll find anyone here especially concerned about your sexual predisposition but I also understand that it can be an important thing to declare openly so I appreciate your trust in this regard. We've got some heavy-hitters around here my friend and more on the way I can virtually guarantee it so I think you should be able to learn a few new tricks from this forum as time progresses.

Please familiarize yourself with the forum rules just as a matter of form. It will help you to navigate what can sometimes be tricky waters otherwise. I hope you enjoy your time at Abrahadabra Forums...

m1thr0s

[zombieharlot]

Greetings zombieharlot. I very much doubt you'll find anyone here especially concerned about your sexual predisposition but I also understand that it can be an important thing to declare openly so I appreciate your trust in this regard. We've got some heavy-hitters around here my friend and more on the way I can virtually guarantee it so I think you should be able to learn a few new tricks from this forum as time progresses.

Please familiarize yourself with the forum rules just as a matter of form. It will help you to navigate what can sometimes be tricky waters otherwise. I hope you enjoy your time at Abrahadabra Forums...

m1thr0s

Thanks!

I've looked over the rules. They all seem pretty obvious and aren't really different from other forums I've been to. I think I'll do just fine.;)

[Ðanisty]

Welcome to the forums zombieharlot!

[fr.novumorganum]

well every sephira is both male and female, so in some respects cross-dressing is very much a part of the magickal universe. And well, uncle Al used to do it too, so there's quite a lineage:)

welcome aboard!

[Kain]

Indeed welcome to Abrahadabra Forums zombieharlot! I hope you enjoy spending time here...

Kain

[Anibis]

Just saw a cool Spanish movie about cross dressing, called 'Bad Education'... Welcome aboard.
-Ibisis-

[zombieharlot]

Thanks everyone! I'm just sort of cracking into this stuff, so I'll probably be here more if I gain a better understanding. It's kind of hard doing this by yourself.

[m1thr0s]

There's all kinds of levels and all kinds of angles zombieharlot and none of them are invalid necessarily...Some of the stuff you'll find discussed here will be way over your head maybe but other stuff will be more in range. Not so many years ago I was heavy into Eckankar...*The Science of Soul Travel* Whoopie!!! Sounded pretty cool to me. I'm not really there anymore but it was fun while it lasted and I don't regret having gone there...

People tend to make all this stuff way too boring really. You've got to have a little fun with this crap or it's just not worth the hassle...doesn't mean you can't bear down sometimes...we just all need to hold onto our flexibility that's all.

m1thr0s

[zombieharlot]

There's all kinds of levels and all kinds of angles zombieharlot and none of them are invalid necessarily...Some of the stuff you'll find discussed here will be way over your head maybe but other stuff will be more in range. Not so many years ago I was heavy into Eckankar...*The Science of Soul Travel* Whoopie!!! Sounded pretty cool to me. I'm not really there anymore but it was fun while it lasted and I don't regret having gone there...

People tend to make all this stuff way too boring really. You've got to have a little fun with this crap or it's just not worth the hassle...doesn't mean you can't bear down sometimes...we just all need to hold onto our flexibility that's all.

m1thr0s

Oh, I hear ya! It's just, I've always had this sort of "dark" side about me that I've repressed over the years. This stuff that I've always been told as being "evil" or "demonic" has actually held my interest. But, living in a strict Christian home, I've never really been able to act upon that. And as a result, I don't know many people in reality that are into these sort of things. So, I think I would enjoy all of this, but it's kind of hard when you're new and don't have much of a community or guidance.

[m1thr0s]

Well, Christianity is a good deal more "occult" than most would care to admit. It has given rise to more diverse expressions of occultism than any other single religion I know of off-hand. Can't say I totally understand it but the facts pretty much speak for themselves...

You probably do need a study group of some kind. I don't know what all is in your area but local bookshops can sometimes help...you just sort of have to sniff out the scene I guess. Any particular area you are especially drawn to right now?

m1thr0s

[Dragon]

Every question is followed by an answer, every answer followed by a question. Even if the answer is a question. That's the answer..any questions?

Welcome seeker.

Frater An

[zombieharlot]

Every question is followed by an answer, every answer followed by a question. Even if the answer is a question. That's the answer..any questions?

Only one. What the hell are you talking about!?!

I'm just kidding around.:p


Um...so far I'm not even sure what questions to ask. I need to form some sort of a basis for myself, I suppose. I'll hopefully be living on my own within a year from now. Then I'll be more able to look into these things, as I won't have to deal so much with a parent who is worried for my lost soul and forbids such practices. So, for now I'll probably be doing more lurking than actual participating. Maybe not. Who knows?

[m1thr0s]

take your time zombieharlot. there's no pressure here anyway. your foundation is extremely important...it's what you'll be standing on for the rest of your life, so it needs to be right, whatever that means. it doesn't necessarily mean the same thing for everyone. people are pointed in different directions according to their natural differences...different skills, different temperaments, different gifts, different angles etc. the world is not exactly the same place from any two perspectives and there's no telling for sure what your part to play will be. so we all need to sort that one out, although in truth, you'll still be sorting it out right up to the end in most cases. still, it's possible to get a pretty good idea if you take the time needed to observe things...

surprizingly, most people choose to not even look.
it almost requires a major jolt of some kind to get people to even look reality square in the face.

m1thr0s