Weird Fucked up Dream

[Naomi]

No one replied to my dreams in the weird dream thread so I'll just post this here in a new thread.

Ok last night I was really active, my nadis were very loopy, I would wake up in the middle of the night and my back would arch up over the bed and I would be in total ecstasy. fun right?

ok that happened about three times

then I had a dream I was in a house and it was night outside, there were people in the house, some I recognized. There was this pathetic little dog that we needed to get rid of so I decided to throw it to these really nasty mean black dire wolves I was keeping on a chain. Then somehow the dog survived and was fine and I was trying to kill the thing again but some lady with brown hair and glasses that looked like one of my fellow students at the atelier interupted me in the bedroom where the dog was and she said she was trying to keep it safe so it could heal from the previous attack.

I thought this was absurd at the time because it was such an ugly useless dog that had no right to be there, but whatever...



no i don't normally think about killing dogs.

[Naomi]

Upon reflection I think I should have killed the lady too and the dog, I found them both annoying but sometimes I have trouble putting my foot down on random bullshit. but I need to figure out what they are symbols of. there were also dark things creeping around the house looking in the windows.

[Radiant Star]

Well, I suppose only you would understand the dream but I am looking up things on the internet in places like Dream Moods and I might go look in a book upstairs whilst I have a few minutes.

Its quite an interesting dream even if it sounds like a struggle.

[Anibis]

Hmm... it sounds like a classic case of 'that-which-appears-worthless', is actually more than it looks... Don't know, wasn't there. One way to get dream perspective is to look at all the symbols as parts of yourself; different components and whatnot...
-A-

[Naomi]

I'll think about it and get back to you. Thanks for the input. It was pretty powerful because of the kundalini sakti rising, that doesn't happen (as) often now. Otherwise I may not give it another glance. m1thr0s was there in the house. Well...his sim was there...

LOL

The woman from the atelier was a girl who was in her 40's and she was an emotional wreck, would cry at the drop of a hat just because she couldn't figure out how to do some of the assignments. I always treated her with compassion but then she loved Picasso and I can't stand people who talk about Picasso all the time, because he was such a con artist....anyways....

Have to run and get creamer for my coffee I ran out...have to do an art piece today to get this image out of my system and coffee is a must.

[Radiant Star]

I don't know if you can get hold of Zolar's Encyclopaedia and Dictionary of Dreams, but it has lots of options to do with wolves, woman and dogs; I borrow it a lot from a family member.

I think I won't post here what I have gleaned in case its wrong because its not all that positive.

[Naomi]

I don't mind Star, it's not like I'm afraid of egative crap, I would be interested to hear it. I like to look at all sides of the equation. My position on dogs is unique because in a lot of ways...I am a dog....

[Radiant Star]

Well the wolves are a part of you that is kept to attack and fight off enemies, I understand the chained wolves to mean that you often have to hold back some of your darker aspects despite actually being very comfortable with them compared to other people, who are often unaware of their shadow aspects to the extent that you are.

You love to scheme and the combination of the wolves and dog here suggests that a romantic interest you have is not going to work out, either the person can scheme even more than you or they will be unaware of your interest.

The appearance of the bespectacled lady if she is a brunette means your attemtps at seduction will not be successful though I am not clear why - could be for any kind of reason like distance or anything really. It also seems to mean that you feel too young but in what context I cannot be sure, though maybe you are surrounded by mature students at college or something.

The night outside also says that your interest in an intimate relationship is hitting difficulties.

Thats what I have based on Zolar's book and what you have said.

[Naomi]

That's weird I was formulating a reply when a pack of three feral dogs, one orange, one black and one of indeterminate color, and it looked like two were tied together. They ran down the breezeway so I grabbed my jo to go bash their brains in but they ran into the backyard of the house next door and after I chased them over the city gutter they dissapeared into the brush. Then I saw a dead black cat - not mine - mine are too cagey. It had a collar too and I don't put collars on my cats.

I've been getting quite a bit of dog related signs lately. Like I saw a gold colored stray last week and I was like "huh I wonder what that color means" because you hear so much about the black ones but the other colors arn't payed as much attention to.

That's all really interesting Ricci - I also remember there being alot of people in the house but I didn't recognize them and it was like the house made as much sense as those MC Escher drawings with weirdly shaped stairs and corners. I remember I wanted to let the black shadow creatures inside the house to clean out the house...

[The Cove]

Greetings -

Some guessing...

Black Dogs - You
House - You
Lady - You
Ugly Dog - You but you don't want to face it.
Black Shapes - Not you - don't want you to face it either.

What 'it' is - your call...

Yo.

[Naomi]

I recall Ningishzidda appearing twice as a sinuous black shape like the appearance of black silk with dim moonlight shining through it- I viewed this physically both in my house and out in a remote desert region in New Mexico.

Ok So last night I was doing two things - my usual midnight rendezvous with the 001 tree fields and twinstar, and I recall this voice in my head "Damn you're ugly Naomi" and I fell over laughing. This is part of my work with th emirrors they're trying to get me over the vanity thing. So I have been working on that pretty hard with psychological prybars.

Then, I was also viewing the book of the law on a certain page the mirrors told me to look at. I noticed the periods were marked in the shape of a constellation and I was focusing on that shape for a second. This may have triggered the weird stuff.

[The Cove]

Greetings -

Hmm...

You do so much, so quickly it seems - it would be hard for me to say.

But I will throw out a few lines.

That part of yourself without vanity may be that ugly dog.

You have mentioned many a time your strong connection with N..., and from other stuff you have written it is a rather sexual one.

I may be wrong in this - but it seems desire and lust contain an aspect of vanity or self love.

Maybe by your attempts to work on your vanity you some how have troubled your connection with your dark friend.

Wether this is a good or bad or even in the ballpark is once again at your discretion.

Yo.

[Naomi]

I like your cool insights Cove, I'm going to go roast that dog...maybe i'll talk to it first though...

tbc....

(after I play the sims.)

[Anibis]

Hmmm. I don't want to interpret this for you either, but it gives me some impressions, so I'll Share them:

The house: your space of self; contains and protects the things that constitute your mind/being. Your being. Also connected to the Temple and the Magus. Maybe Abrahadabra, on some level?
Others in the house: personae which reflect other people you admire and respect... the 'selves' you wear for specific relationships that are important for you... Autonamous beings symbiotic with the house environment.
Black dogs: Your controlled force for protection. Rage. Power.
Ugly Dog: Makes me think of the fool. Clearly the same species as the controlled dogs, but is not controlled. Represents possibly a truth that chafes with your overall aesthetic. Like the fool, it also tends to be harder to kill than it looks. Maybe it represents 'weakness' or 'softness'. I am reminded of Tipareth.
Woman: In the bedroom, so part of the most intimate zone of the house. Protecting the dog, so related to the mothering figure. Maybe the High Preistess or the Empress...
Outside shadows: sounds like thanateric energies: dissolution and such.

So this is just a riff, maybe it's useful to you. I get the strong sense that the ugly dog represents a blessing in disguise...

-A-

[The Cove]

Greetings -

The Sims...

I received Guild Wars from a friend.

A 'Massive Multiplayer Online Roleplaying Game.'

In all it's many worded glory.

I play it now and then.

Every time I do I end up in a very philosophical mood.

Running around gorgeous digital forests slaying god knows what with teenagers spouting game speak at each other while I quote, or rather misquote, Ovid or Shakespeare in random bursts of dry humor.

It is strange to sit by a crystalline stream with an avatar...

Yo.

[Naomi]

Lol

I don't play MMORPG's, I did play a MUD since I was 15 for about 10 years. Everquest briefly, 3 days, Anarchy Online for about two months. I get bored easily. Not enough personality for me in other players. I switched to occult forums.

I wrote this:

http://tehir.net/index.php?/site/the_desert_will_to_devour_you_all/

in the meantime I seem to have fucked over my sims game with a download organizer which erased my downloads. damn. back to downloading. :p I need to work on this picture of Ng anyways.

[Naomi]

OH MY GOSH

I figured it out....

The small dog is a bad habit

the woman is the part of me that causes me to continue the bad habit

(dietary related - related to coffee and sugar mainly)

The dire wolves represent a return to underlying natural urges which are reluctant to indulge in unnatural behavior because of their closeness to the wild.

I love these godamned mirrors, they are such great amplifiers. And they don't do spoilers either, they let me get it on my own...

Ok now the dark aura outside....it represents my grasp of the issue but my failure to recognize it publically like to tell people "OH yeah I had five cups of coffee today and when I wake up inthe morning ill be feeling like crap because of the damned corn syrup in the creme brulee creamer"

yeah. that is cool.

Im going to kill that fucking dog and choke the woman with its fucking intestines.