A logical circuit in my head

[Amur]

Due to all of the experiences and all the crap I got and what not abnormalities and oddities I got very fucking paranoid and made a fully logical circuit out in the cottage house, that is locked into itself which means that it can't be tampered but with logic. After a while I noticed that it started to be tampered by the survival circuit so I made necessary adjustments to remove it from that survival circuit. Apparently it pissed alot of people off and I do understand why. Anyway, got any suggestions on what to do with this inside itself locked logical circuit? It only responds to other logic, and I made my creative side of the unconsciousness create it and update it with ever better logical programs and circuits and other things. I'm quite scared about it myself as it might be that I'll get banned from the human collective consciousness for it heh.

I was thinking of adjusting the circuit to Truth, but it might be a bit too nasty so should adjust it to also giving it in a field of mercy and love.

But seriously I pissed off alot of ppl with doing this, but it might be that it can free all the humans into the galactic consciousness, depending on how it's used.

[Naomi]

You're not going to get banned from the human collective consciousness, they're not aware enough.

Besides, we're human, right? So think of it as a subcircuit that can't be looped out of the human collective.

Adjust using the ABRAHADABRA grid alignment and you'll be fine.

[Amur]

You're not going to get banned from the human collective consciousness, they're not aware enough.

Besides, we're human, right? So think of it as a subcircuit that can't be looped out of the human collective.

Adjust using the ABRAHADABRA grid alignment and you'll be fine.

Funny as I'm getting very many signals that this is really why I will be banned lol. I'm just starting to think that someone is very pissed off that they didn't get the "Unity" they were asking for :laugh: As it would've been too simple a solution to make a unity based on that, as there are alot of more factors in life than that.

Ok, thanks. That should work very well with it. I'm a bit amazed at this as I get contacted by "Annuaki" God ppl that say that they are very pissed off with me and that they are pissed off about that I made this circuit and so on, which kinda puzzles me. They did feel like Gods, and felt very fair and had alot of healing energy to give but didn't really grasp the hard spiritual life-style they were pressing down on me. Well perhaps it has a reason but we'll see.

Was kinda thinking of making somekind of geometrical mandala maker that could be resonated with each persons "Nirvana symbol" and then they could be on a step-by-step method be introduced to that life-style. This could clean up alot of debris from the collective consciousness.

I'm quite sure also a series of geometrical pictures could be used to enhance the consciousness perception level in some humans. I'm also thinking of making a massive joke-library to pull infront of people when this whole shit starts to ascend, so that they won't be as nervous. I'm still tho a bit puzzled over the large amount of critics I've gotten, up to a LOT of death-threats and eternal hells and what not. Especially the religious sector is really really explosive.

Was thinking that the library could include also ppl from different spiritual paths along with their home-signal so that one could make that path signal stronger. It could also be made to dampen the signal from people on the wrong spiritual path and lead it to the right place. Though I suppose alot of different curves and experiences with those curves should be made so that it is adjusted towards the right factor...

[Naomi]

You have to be very careful to discern what you are picking up on when you are tuned in so sensitively Amur, it may be you're just picking up on psychic noise pollution.

Who are these Anunnaki god people who say they are pissed off with you? I mean who the fuck are they to tell you this? Kick their fucking ass and be done with it....sick the twinstar on them or whatever.

I don't put up with anybody being pissed off with me especially if I'm down and out you know? None of my "godlike" allies ever lectures me or puts me down, if I do something wrong they just ignore me until I snap out of it, just like wolves.

Don't let abusive useless whiny demigods waste your time or worry you they have no power over you and they know it.

[m1thr0s]

In ancient times people really did live in a great deal of fear regarding these godforms...they could be very violent and didn't hold people in that high a regard...so it is possible that when you pick up this current you may also pick up a lot of human trepidation associated to it. You have to understand that the game has changed...the tables have turned and now humans are in a much more powerful position than they once were.

m1thr0s

[Apopheros]

Keep it going man.
One day or another, you'll accidently create the Skynet microchip and
we can all go to sleep mommy...

http://www.screenhead.com/wp-content/uploads/2007/10/terminator_robot.jpg

[Naomi]

Yeah that's great, and some of these gods already knew what was going to happen later on and were wise enough to treat humanity with benevolence which henceforth has been remembered as well, even subconsciously, look at how humanity has hung on to the caduceus for instance and the justice scale symbol, dogs, cats and the eagle all feature prominently in human symbology, who can we trace these back to?

Ningishzidda, Ma'at, Anubis, Bast, Bes, Garuda and so on...all forces I allow to run around in my mind freely because they work. Other things have to be constrained and upgraded into one of these higher forms or dispelled entirely. This is both psychological and physical you understand, Amur. It's a part of you for some reason and a way to delve into the science of mind without making up new words when we already have an intuitive culturally founded plethora of names and descriptions for these natures built into history.

And so these people who side with the bullies are just weaker than the children of stronger more benevolent gods becase they don't carry with them the burden of fear. Also it doesn't matter if you call them gods or personas or the human condition, it's all really just an abstract conceptulization of forces beyond the current human understanding.

So make of that what you will but to be honest it's really endgame and the door's already shut, so of course these struggling thought forms are going to have their last gasp, on a personal level as we bypass Samsaric delusion beyond mara, beyond the divide and desert that lies between the two worlds of knowledge and the material world.

The gods are all right there in the blueprint of human consciousness. We see it in neurosis, schizophrenia, psychosis, kindness, motherhood, fatherhood, play, sex drive, realization, philosophy and so on into infinite possibilities. This is just the tip of the iceberg of human potential.

If you look at it this way it seems less intimidating and then you can point out your allies better and know which ones are deceivers. I think if I a godform intentionally makes you feel uncomfortable without your permission either through religious flunkies or work it's not a friend.

[Naomi]

Keep it going man.
One day or another, you'll accidently create the Skynet microchip and
we can all go to sleep mommy...

I like the Terminator story but I think I would like to see one where the machines are actually sided with one part of the humans that actually gives a damn, I think that is closer to the truth than anything.

The Animatrix was great, I love machine-human alliances, machines are very sensitive to magnetic fields and can be proxyed through by weird alien minds...

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Amur it also sounds to me like what you've done is similar to what Lucifer did in mythology with Hell and the nasty Jewish Jehovah god, so yeah, it pisses alot of nobodies off....heehee

[Amur]

Hehe. Yes I'm starting to wonder why I seem to be more mature than God Himself in many different aspects. He's really pissed off about that and wants to kill me away from existence itself for this. I find this behavior funny, as when I invoked Enki I met a very very friendly and benevolent God that took care of me in all ways. Ningishzidda again I met when being teleported to another place and he was also very very benevolent.

[Naomi]

But you say "God himself" then you go on to talk about other "Gods" what, pray tell, do you mean by this?

[Amur]

Well as I see it this "God" is a logical construct by different energies. A kind of a computer that exists with definite rules and moral laws. Everything that is going outside these moral laws are stamped as demons and evil and so on. This is exactly the shit that is at the core of the Xtian egregore. It's also the kind of shit that is in the cities. It kinda blocks the signals from this planet to the galactic consciousness and so on. It's what is actually responsible for this whole mess and so on. I find it highly funny and humorous nowadays that they try to get me into this 'god' egregore and get me to believe in it and what not. And the god egregore tells me all the time that I have failed and will vanish from existence and what not. What I can't really understand is why they try to push on me this god crap when I've already activated my pineal gland and seen what this place is all about. As it certainly shows that there really is no God but in the dream of the collective consciousness, and easy herding mechanism. I find it funny that I actually have better algorithms / creational plans on how to deal with this than that God inside the collective consciousness. I find it funny that they try to go against this whole thing, and I find it even funnier that they try to make a 'cheap' unity. I don't really buy that unity bullshit anymore after having activated my pineal gland, as it showed that things are _QUITE_ different.

[Naomi]

Oh you're like onto the demiurge crap right? I believe in that but I also believe it's kind of confusing to call it "god himself" I mean I use GOD as sort of a positive kind of word myself, it's so charged with power I can't imagine weaklings really being posessed of such a word. And that's what this guy sounds like, you know?

Kind of like a lot of wannabe gods...

[Jacob]

Everyone is a wanna-be god and god is a wanna-be life form. Symmetry and harmonic resonance.

[frater luciferi]

im a psuedo gnostic in some sense and i guess i view the judeo-xtian god as a dark sort of demiurge too.. its the only way i can relate to it..the true source of the extant power..that sort of natural force that one can tap in is far older and more powerfull..but like the god yaldobaoth in the appocolypse of adam it reaches after its birth from the abyss and claims itself the rightful and first creator of matter..when we all know it was birthed from the chaos before it from the womb of its dear mother..who was distraught as much as her husband..

i recovered from a bought of atheism after a while and rediscoverd my higher power so to speak..i simply call it the universe and follow the flows and patterns that exist within the matrix of the all..reading the code so to speak..and i suppose we are all merely characters in the dream of this "god" ..that very term to me is offensive because "god" is a man made veicle to explain the extant of power that can be tapped..perhaps maybe in the hindu sense as the gods tend to be varying manifests of the true divinity.. i rever {grosis} in the same light by naming it lucifer. or truth..although maybe it is a misconstrued label ? how does one label the dao when the dao cannot truely be labeled?

still though i do not seperate the "true" power to simple man made patterns of cognition.. they are only maps that we lay out to try to tap into/comprehend it..i think the gnostics related that concept in some way to the "DReam" and i think the "dream" in some sense has a intelligence that i cannot pin down..maybe its the chaote in me..i often struggle with labels in the definition of it..

[m1thr0s]

The only reason the Universe does not qualify as *god* is that it's so much smarter than *god*, speaking strictly from an historical perspective...otherwise it would appear to have all the bottom-line qualifications, it is Omniscient, Omnipresent and Omnipotent for instance...though we can argue any one of these points if we like...just as we can debate them regarding *god*...

Moreover...I think replacing *god* with the Universe is a great tactical maneuver. No one's ever going to be able to prove you in error and in the meantime it seems to broaden the flow of information enormously...sort of like going from a suckass dialup connection to a screaming T3 pipeline...

Screw it...if it works...I'm on it...
This can come at a cost of course...*god* doesn't like being fired and will typically kick up quite a fuss about it. But then, the universe has its emotional side as well so little tissy-fits rooted in personality disorders don't really stand up so well in court once all the facts are examined.

m1thr0s

[Naomi]

huh, weird, I seem to recall now using the word universe almost exclusively for about ten years but then suddenly switched onto god when I actually did encounter universe at exhausting and usually unreachable magnitudes, maybe I was just bookmarking that word for when I found mr. right, esoterically speaking of course...

the word has a ring to it though, especially if you use it to refer to yourself, always in a loud commanding voice of course...

Maybe you should do that, Amur, tell your god that's who you are!

"I AM GOD"

of course, that would make you a Satanist...sorta

[m1thr0s]

god is a busywork chiefly...just an extension of the same old love-hate sexual frustration bullshit that makes people think they are so much godamm smarter than animals...just another human vanity on freaking steroids...

all it really does is piss time and energy down the tubes accomplishing nothing at all...infectious only because of its violence...not according to its actual intelligence or any natural charismatic qualities...

god is a mental-emotional disorder with human beings...the universe never needed it and never will...it simply isn't real. if your mind is so damn dim that you absolutely require an intermediary to universe itself...consider trading up to stars...or whatever...blow it out your ass and go back to sleep...people love their useless distractions more than life itself.

m1thr0s

[Naomi]

It's death...that's what holds it in place. That great unknown is terrifying to people. It's the black hole of life.

Anything that solves death is the prybar that will destroy the god disorder....I can name a few - Budo, the warrior way which asserts the resolute acceptance of death, Taoism, which accepts the eternal as it is, living moment to moment and disregarding death as nonsense, Hinduism, and later, Buddhism, which both espouse reincarnation. In the Bhagavad Gita, it is transcendence to bliss and performing proscribed duties without desire for fruitive results to lead to higher planets, as Krsna put it.

[Amur]

Thanks ppl :) I too have found this God person to be quite the resister / fighter. Wants to cling hold unto it's power, atleast the Xtian egregore type of God. The funniest part was when I asked it where the spirits go that don't believe in it and it answered "Eternal Hell" and I was quite shocked about it lol. And then some ppl wonder why this world is so messed up :laugh: The planet's consciousness has approached me with 1000000000000x more love than what any god-form ever has, I suppose the universe would outdate even that with alot lol.

Anyway, found a good mantra which connects me to my higher self directly, of course it's an Indian way of approaching the problem but it seems to work very well. What I would like (What they don't like about me) is to get the algorithm for creating something like that, and using that algorithm for grounding the higher self directly into the genes, it should be possible to make higher selves like popcorn for ppl, but I suppose that would make ppl evolve way too soon, which again wouldn't fit the whole herding perspective (as ppl would start thinking for themselves). Though they say Yin is stronger than Yang, which might be a reason why these things are approached so slowly.

[Naomi]

I like mantra it is a good key to opening doors without causing too much hassle or requiring intricate knowledge. It reanchors mind to the appropriate interface device using sound which is a graceful solution as opposed to ritual involving clunky tools or else...portability is good...compactability is great! Elegance you just can't buy. Mantra gives you a lot for your time, and time is money!

Om Nam Sivaya

You can make up your own sounds - I like NINGISHZIDDA because it's fast and concise...and equates to 418.

Anyways I am glad to see that you are slowly sorting this all out, Amur. One can't reach heaven without going through Hell first..and by Hell I mean that really great nightclub on the edge of the abyss...and by Heaven I mean that really neat dragon infested mountainous region with the ninjas and the crazy wizards...yeah.

[Catalytic Subterfuge]

In the words of Dante'

"Abandon all hope, ye who enter here!"

hehehe

[Amur]

I like mantra it is a good key to opening doors without causing too much hassle or requiring intricate knowledge. It reanchors mind to the appropriate interface device using sound which is a graceful solution as opposed to ritual involving clunky tools or else...portability is good...compactability is great! Elegance you just can't buy. Mantra gives you a lot for your time, and time is money!

Om Nam Sivaya

You can make up your own sounds - I like NINGISHZIDDA because it's fast and concise...and equates to 418.

Anyways I am glad to see that you are slowly sorting this all out, Amur. One can't reach heaven without going through Hell first..and by Hell I mean that really great nightclub on the edge of the abyss...and by Heaven I mean that really neat dragon infested mountainous region with the ninjas and the crazy wizards...yeah.

Well what I find is funny is that those christian fanatics have tried turning me into Satan on many occasions, and I replied that if I become satan I will turn hell into heaven and start all kinds of spiritual practices there for everyone so that hell can become even greater than heaven itself,

Anyway, the problem with some old mantras is that they are old and not perhaps fit for the current age. I've tried to tell them that one should make a mantra that keeps up with evolution itself, this way it wouldn't get old. The same thing should be done with religions, as now it seems that there religions become too 'static' and stop evolution itself.

I have alot of own power songs to get in touch with my too ludicrous spirit, but I found a LOT of opposition to them because the spirit is well beyond any agency I've yet met and it has the alot of love and power and is in direct contact with the Creator.

But yes the power of mantras are great. I remember coming into a house of a friends friend and she had recited Gayatri mantra if I remember correctly and immediately when I came into the house it started to accelerate my own karma which made me hurt alot in the heart, as it was a process to get through it. Was quite funny in a way.

**Edit note: Interesting, got contacted again by the extra terrestrial beings that are linked to the creation of life on this planet and they took away alot of the crap I've gone through. Apparently I've been collecting information for them on all possible levels. As I did let in every spirit that existed and they apparently removed them now and looked through the information. At the same time they instructed with a very warm hand that they are beings of love and told me of my own wrongs that I had done telling ppl that they are aggressive beings even though that's a lie. They certainly have a very very high level of technology which I think serves them rightly as they truly are filled with love. It's funny as I've told many about the dream I had with ningishzidda and so forth, and some reptilian types started threathening me with it that ningishzidda is going to kill me and what not crap and now those beings just said that I did right and it was meant to go that way heh. For some reason they've got enemies on this planet that are trying to spoil their plans, even though they are beings filled with love and grace toward every being that exists here. It simply felt like they knew exactly what was the best for each race(what kind of lesson each race needs). My heart goes to those benevolent beings that are closely tied with nature. Annuaki are coming back and there are no way to stop this, finally \o/ yay!! A beautiful future I think :)

[m1thr0s]

yeah...benevolent beings don't typically endorse war, and certainly not war profiteering...so that counts rumsfeld out and all his blood-thirsty money-grubbing cronies...

and there's a lot of them...the list is very long indeed. So I would think that whoever these beings are they would certainly have enemies among the dogs of war, who wouldn't care what they aligned themselves with so long as it appeared to be to their financial advantage to do so.

what concerns them the most I think is that on some level they know that their entire economic gameplan is about to go belly-up...not just their own business investments...but the whole damn structure...poof...garbage...no longer in effect. The universe has other economic standards more compatible with ecosystems, etc... I don't think they actually believe this but they do fear it. The Bush administration has publicly stated that it regards *transhumanism* to be one of the biggest threats to national security. What kind of *transhumanism* can they possibly fear save whatever might serve to free humans up from behind their own oppressive mind-control mechanisms. They would thus oppose the benevolent for fear of their technology...a technology that just might be able to dismantle their own.

What goes down goes down of its own mis-spent inertia of course...it has nothing to do with anything overthrowing anything. So the good news is they have no idea where to strike and whatever they do choose to strike at will be the exact wrong targets. It is themselves they have the most to worry about...transhumanism is an inevitable evolutionary unfolding and has no single governing source behind it. It would be easier to rid the world of the entire fungi kingdom than it would be to stop it.

m1

[Naomi]

I read about your experience over on Occult Forums, Amur, from when the forum used to be reasonably decent, and this was after the whole incident with Ningishziddda last year so I was really surprised, I've found it incredibly weird how similar our own experiences are, though we approach them differently, I think...

What I mean is, the process seems like a horror show for most of the other similar cases I've researched. For me it was an incredibly fun adventure, though it did feel similar to what you are describing, with threats from literally all sides. I'm not sure what it was exactly but I believe I was accessing conglomerated memes governed by various intelligences we apply names to, ames such as Ningishzidda, or Mithras, for example. Now I don't mean to say these intelligences don't have a center beyond human existence, but they are parts of humanity. They are forever embedded in the archetype of human.

Things were weird....and incredibly enjoyable for me, why things could be so different for me is something I'm still trying to figure out.

[Amur]

I read about your experience over on Occult Forums, Amur, from when the forum used to be reasonably decent, and this was after the whole incident with Ningishziddda last year so I was really surprised, I've found it incredibly weird how similar our own experiences are, though we approach them differently, I think...

What I mean is, the process seems like a horror show for most of the other similar cases I've researched. For me it was an incredibly fun adventure, though it did feel similar to what you are describing, with threats from literally all sides. I'm not sure what it was exactly but I believe I was accessing conglomerated memes governed by various intelligences we apply names to, ames such as Ningishzidda, or Mithras, for example. Now I don't mean to say these intelligences don't have a center beyond human existence, but they are parts of humanity. They are forever embedded in the archetype of human.

Things were weird....and incredibly enjoyable for me, why things could be so different for me is something I'm still trying to figure out.

Well, I do feel that we are working on a collective level with each other. That's really why there are so many different spiritual beings as humans at this point of time, to lessen the coming "blow" when the whole place lights up. For many this can be _VERY_ shocking and making a working collective consciousness seems to be about one of the first steps in this task. But I suppose it involves in the game that there should be 'some' resistance to what we are doing, eg an "evil" force opposing this transformation.

For some reason I did get a shamanic initiation and it has been very intense. The spirits are pleased with me that I didn't kill myself (yet). But it hasn't been far away from it anyway.

Anyway, I found the perfect thing, and it was Nothingness or void. When the mind is empty, one can completely be oneself at all times as there is no 'ego' at that point. A chaotical mind means a chaotical ego. Got a Buddha statue at home and when things got very difficult between a huge inner demon and my 'good' side, I looked at the statue and just found the words "Be". So this made me meditate on my breathing alone with no other thoughts which in turn made me find myself and my own very funny spirit. When one just observes what goes on through the mind, the emotions are unraveled and all the knots resolved, and the final stage is a complete stage of Void. This void makes one become 'at home' with oneself. It's quite the miracle really. When Kundalini has arised one is centered at this Void, with no extra chaotical thoughts.


Btw, I've found that magick can be very dangerous, as some magick can become "static" which means that it becomes an attachment in ones own life, this again can lead to different kinds of sufferings. For some reason all the magick I did, became static inside my mind frame, which means that it was unchangable, and this is exactly the same problem as with religions, they become unchangable with evolution itself and remain static until it crumbles up from the inside. The real power and magick comes when the mind is stilled and the spirits work through ones body. This is so powerful that anything can happen.

[Naomi]

I don't believe in initiations of any kind, merely we only unveil more of our true aspects as time and thus by proxy, illusion passes. If the spirits are part of you, why wouldn't they be pleased you were not dead?

Anyways I get what you are saying about the statue. Usually these images are used superstitiously, but when applied as trigger reminders during massive spiritual events such as the one you are going through, they definately can be a powerful ally or hindrance as everything becomes amplified to our active consciousness.

Sure, magick can be dangerous as you say, but everything else, also, is dangerus, and you can become too attached to just about everything.

We're attached to our bodies, for one thing!