Healing and Twinstar, Twin Trees, Fields Work [Archive]

Naomi

02-26-2008, 09:16 PM

We all know the connection between NINGISHZIDDA and healing, and that NINGISHZIDDA shares the 418 number with ABRAHADABRA.

In my initial response to the system after it connected with me last year I found my vision totally healed, a ligament connection healed and what I think was a section of my intestine remade to be more efficient.

These are notable physical after effects of the mirrors themselves, with no prompting from me, I was not fucking asking to get healed, they just grabbed me and activated my nervous and immune system in the right way like herbs sometimes do but on a much grander scale.

So I don't struggle with my dietary requirements (ie resisting sugar or simple carbs) like I used to nor do I get very sick when i do catch something, and it's very rare that I wake u p with a sore throat or a stomache ache like I used to almost every week pre-mirrors.

So I guess you can see why I find the Abrahadabra and Mutational Alchemy system very effective if difficult to explain.

Anyways just some thoughts, I was wondering if anybody else was getting healing effects from the meditational practice.

(Ningishzidda was a god of healing and strength renewal fyi)

MythMath

02-26-2008, 10:05 PM

Smarter, stronger and happier than ever... :yes:

(Spiritual, mental and physical health improvements)

Radiant Star

02-27-2008, 01:37 PM

Stronger, wiser, clearer. :sunny:

I have had some interesting experiences with the Twin Star meditations even though I don't do them quite as suggested always.

The TS has always seemed pure without added extras in the way of dressing up but working with it opened me up to new insights, of course, many ways of meditating or pathworking do this, but somehow we cut to the chase - as the saying goes - when I work with it. I will probably never share all of what I have seen with it, nor do I even think I should.

It has seemed at times that I was presented with little gifts, symbols that haven't always made sense and yet I realize that there is no hurry to interpret them and as much as there is simple beauty in these, there are also the challenges where I am being asked to do something or face up to something.

So yes, healing occurs.

fr.novumorganum

02-27-2008, 03:50 PM

foundations rebuilt, stronger than ever.

deviadah

02-27-2008, 05:58 PM

...they just grabbed me and activated my nervous and immune system in the right way like herbs sometimes do but on a much grander scale.
Have there been psychological benefits i.e. less depression and such states of mind, or have you only experienced physical benefits?

And if so in what way (without gettin' too personal of course - unless you want to)?

And do you think they can aid addiction or compulsive behaviour?

:cool:

Naomi

02-27-2008, 08:11 PM

Hmm, no not less depression, it is more difficult to stay down when I wish to stay down, but otherwise I get the blues just the same as before.

Probably feel them more deeply and they don't show externally so much, so it's more of an effciency at work where I can transmute it effectively.

I think they can aid just about anything but you can't break an addiction even if you know about it just by begging for change, you gotta find the real root of the problem, and that may not be available to you all at once.

I have no problem getting personal because that is the basis of all of my practice, it's very effective. If I have a problem it is either because I can't share something due to work related crap or because I just have to deal with reality on the right terms to get over it.

Compulsive behavior is effectively cured by realizing how much pain it causes you. I have several compulsions that give me a great deal of pleasure without actually hurting anyone, some of these are garned through a symbiotic relationship creating potential benefits.

So you get that compulsion is actually a human trait born out of the need for creation but it can be misused if there is a vacuum somewhere in one's life outside of the natural human habitat.

Because enviroment is constantly in turmoil species have to make way for new rules and find replacements for emptiness that may not actually have a cure anymore. Having kids is one of them. People have a need for kids but the human race and earth doesn't need repoduction as much as it used to. So we're addicted to reproducing without a good replacement.

Of course stupid people shouldn't reproduce but we need new minds and continuation of the current amount of people so who gets the axe? Not humankind's decision at all...only nature's....

sorry I'm totally rambling...

m1thr0s

02-28-2008, 01:17 AM

I'm not very romantic on the matter of health issues. tools like these can have a tremendous impact but they can also seemingly have none at all...and how is this even possible? There are so many complicating factors that affect health issues...not the least of which being a person's own natural desire to live. I believe there are a great many people who secretly welcome death in one way or another. Not so much that they are willing just to jump right out in traffic and die flat out...but if it came slowly they might do very little to stop it...so profoundly disappointed in life are they that while death may not be anything better, it also would not seem to them a great deal worse.

So I am hesitant to tout the health benefits of anything that requires a great deal of work and may also require a firm commitment to life to manifest in healthy sorts of ways. I do believe these things make people smarter, stronger, better fighters in every way...but one cannot always do anything about a sense of resignation itself...and perhaps this shouldn't even be addressed...which is to say...who is to judge these matters really? Have people not got the right to come or go as they please?

In the meantime the Abra system addresses life and does this with great deliberation. In the final analysis it definitely is all about health in a huge way, so it never surprises me to hear people remarking that their health has significantly improved as a consequence of having turned their focus in this direction.

m1thr0s

Naomi

02-28-2008, 01:24 AM

Sure....I'm always begging for death half the time anyways so I know what you mean.

But I do think the mirrors have prfound ways of creating impetus to live from practically nothing, creating enthusiasm for life itself...just life and not any phony balogne bullshit is something they manage quite well. They also afford it in ways that support life and only life...this may be the reason for their inffectiveness in certain areas at all.

m1thr0s

02-28-2008, 02:46 AM

well...extreme longings are something else again I think...it's the silent resignations that are especially deadly and very difficult to turn...

m1

Naomi

02-28-2008, 09:01 AM

Yeah wellI'm all set then...

Anibis

02-28-2008, 11:05 AM

The longing for death that puts it out so very far... Makes life itself a vibrant activity...

Health benefits from my practices... I am not sure what to attribute to which practices... Working with the twinstar has helped me become clearer, although I used the bipolar method almost exclusively for the last few years and only recently have been going more towards the circuit method... I seem to have expanded my ambitexterity rather signifigantly at the expence of raw, directed focus... It certainly helped to cast a wide net, though... I have had social, mental, and physical illnesses which have noticably decreased with my practices, and in particular the Thoth Count has been effective in terms of establishing a really satisfying artistic career for me... All in all, the work, although quite slow, have really helped me alot...
-A-

Anibis

02-28-2008, 11:08 AM

I have certain addiction troubles, though which have not been eliminated, but are rather slowly being adjusted for...
-A-

Radiant Star

02-28-2008, 01:11 PM

I believe there are a great many people who secretly welcome death in one way or another. Not so much that they are willing just to jump right out in traffic and die flat out...but if it came slowly they might do very little to stop it...so profoundly disappointed in life are they that while death may not be anything better, it also would not seem to them a great deal worse.
Indeed and the Twin Star whilst life-giving for me personally is also a symbol of a moment between life and death, a promise of transition to the next life and therefore gives me hope on all levels.

m1thr0s

02-29-2008, 01:16 AM

Certain occult philosophers have spoken of the *second-death* at times and this language also shows up in eastern mysticism. I have heard the notion put forward that much of what we do magickally is actually aimed at circumventing this *second death* and this is harder to describe than it is to imagine. In conventional language it would simply be the idea of the death of the soul. Given time and the proper circumstances it is reasonable to assume that virtually any kind of legitimate Body of Light work does in fact leave its signature in the physical body as much as anywhere else, but that body is constantly under siege even under the best of circumstances and many of us have lived lives a far sight off of anything we might call *optimal*.

It can be unrealistic then to expect to be able to accomplish all things at once within a span of time that renders this a practical absurdity. It is wise to leave the door open to all such possibilities but I think it may be true that we are better able to set a more deliberate focus against this *second* target moreso than the first in most cases. There is a wisdom in doing this not usually available to the very young however and I don't know that I would want the young resigned in this way anyway...they are the young...they can afford to be a little recklessly optimistic and a few of them may even realize impossible gains as a result of this. No harm done then, but after a time it may become necessary to amend one's sense of the pragmatic possibilities...this adjustment is not the same thing as giving up.

The whole point of achieving this victory against the so-called *second-death* is that it affords us a measure of continuity from existence to existence that would otherwise be broken up with the advent of death and rebirth. Rather than proceeding consciously from one state to the next we rather are forced to sort of *nod out* and reawaken wherever the hell the winds of time and/or karma may have swept us...no control...no choice of any particular merit...no guarantee of being able to continue on where we might have left off at etc...and if it so happens that we were involved in works that required more than we were able to give them in one life alone...well that too becomes just another broken thread in an altogether chaotic and aimless tapestry.

A concept that rather sets my blood to boiling...like Ravana in his classic confrontation with Time (see the Ramayana)...I am of the mind to want to chew Time itself a completely new asshole on this matter personally.

In general, I am fairly convinced that this is an objective we can rely upon and that anything else that might also be accomplishable is really just so much gravy above and beyond this more immediate objective of buying ourselves the time we need to complete the tasks we have undertaken. Health...Wealth...astonishing prosperities - all these things are well within a long-range possibilities, but the second death itself is immediately doable starting from almost nothing...so powerful are these tools unto Completion, that their simple assertion is sufficient to shove a godamm monkey wrench into the careless mechanism of time...

m1thr0s

Naomi

02-29-2008, 08:14 AM

Sounds good, uh, I think there's more control over the space between first and second death than might ordinarily be assumed. We have entities based on this second death who guide and protect the travellers and none of them are very malevolent. Anubis really does a good job of this and there are others in mythology who know this parallel realm quite well. It may be this was set up just for that - that there was no second death until the junction was made by some unknown or known I am not aware of.

Death is what decides what works and what doesn't work, and I've said it before that the death we know commonly here isn't true death, it's some partitioned clause of maya itself that needs tending. Chronos, etc. and its last vestiges. Science is catching up but it's drilled into the godamned minds of humans that we don't "need" immortality to continue on, when actually we do, so we can achieve a new kind of reproduction.

Science is ont he verge of breaking this barrier but we're hesitant due, understandably to a million years of habit since Australopithicus.

gtg, please continue this is very interesting. don't be ageist I get to dwell on death as much as the next guy....fuck

Amur

02-29-2008, 12:28 PM

Got the TwinStar algorithm up and functioning and must say that it is REALLY incredible. Got in 2 hours fixed things that normally takes a shaman his whole life-time to achieve. It even gave me a pranic shielding against external negative energies. It repaired all the spirits (thousands of them). It even began repairing on the soul and what the xtian entity did to me :laugh:. It's even repairing as I write this so it's quite amazing :D Can't wait to get my own technology up and running. It should add a LOT of power to the whole thing. Miracles are yet to come :laugh:

I think Bhagavan from India was watching when the whole thing commenced and I think he was very impressed by it.

Btw. Brings to mind what Drunvalo Melchizedek said about them using somekind of Torsion field to clear the city space of negative energies. I'm beginning to think that every major city would need something like this + somekind of personal Body of Light technique.

Lol, got the technology from some 'light beings' that were supposed to be so loving or lovely. The geometric technology they gave me was corrupted by them for their own purposes and had a few 'glitches' in it that shouldn't be there. I'm sorry to say, but your system in USA sucks and needs to be replaced by a higher technology. :laugh: No wonder they hate me so much :D What I find very funny is how these 'beings' approach with 'love' and then when I don't agree to their technology because it is corrupted they get angry at me and start threathening me with different things. How hypocrites are they really? It's crazy. I would think that beings that worked on high dimensional technology would have some sense but apparently they are quite far from it.

m1thr0s

02-29-2008, 01:31 PM

I think Bhagavan from India was watching when the whole thing commenced and I think he was very impressed by it.yeah? maybe he'll turn over the keys to his meditational resort in Pune (http://www.osho.com/Main.cfm?Area=MedResort&Language=English)...afterall...he doesn't need it anymore!

oh well...fat freaking chance.

good to hear this stuff is working for you Amur! :cool:

m1

Amur

02-29-2008, 01:36 PM

yeah? maybe he'll turn over the keys to his meditational resort in Pune (http://www.osho.com/Main.cfm?Area=MedResort&Language=English)...afterall...he doesn't need it anymore!

oh well...fat freaking chance.

good to hear this stuff is working for you Amur! :cool:

m1

He was _VERY_ impressed by the technology, so I think it's quite on a good basis and grounds. Actually the Bhagavan I'm speaking off is the creator of http://www.onenessuniversity.org. I did test him and see his being, it's quite in tune with things I would say.

The funny thing is that when I got the technology for cleaning the cities they had their own agenda imbedded in that technology. Which is really what I can't understand. I pin-pointed to them the faults in it and they got angry with me and started threathening me and now they apparently put the whole christian egregore on me, a shitload of energy but unfortunately it is tuned wrongly. FFS even our dog vomited when this thing came here argh. As if I would ever give it authority over this country, what a wishful thinking. When I told them that instead of this insane God-war against humanity, they could've come here one by one and thought inside the different cultures of earth instead of wiping them out in a very senseless war. Gah, pisses me off to be frank.

Amur

02-29-2008, 02:40 PM

Ok, gonna try and upload the TwinStar function into the Christian Egregore. Should get things going quite on a fast pace. Gonna let some old finnish spirits come into this thing and destroy it :laugh: I'm sure they will be quite delighted hehehe..

Naomi

02-29-2008, 03:13 PM

Amur

02-29-2008, 05:26 PM

I don't really know about this shit lol. Seems like this place is so up to the ears corrupted with different agencies and what not trying to play the ball their own way. I'm seriously getting pissed off and I'm not the only one. I do know that I have the technology to bring down the entire universe if I have to and that's probably why there's so much of this fucking resistance. The reason why I didn't like the chakras is that they are part of the 'dream-body' that isn't really apart of anything but their dreams, and what they are so afraid of is that ppl would get a different light-body engine which wouldn't work through their dreams anymore which means that they would loose all their power on this planet.

They put the christian egregore on me and it was very loving and very kind and told me to believe in it, and at the sametime it made alot of weird holes in my soul with whatnot weird hostile spirits whatever and then the whole manipulative shit started again. I'm soon gonna give this nuclear technology that can blow up entire cities with just our God-powers.

Naomi

02-29-2008, 06:30 PM

That's very interesting how you ut that Amur, I think that is alot like how the Christian meme works. It's very toxic, a quick review of history will show a veritable plethora of disgusting ideas spawned by Christianized thought.

Anibis

02-29-2008, 06:55 PM

I am very pleased that you have got so much back-up from the TS... It's a great tool... Yesterday I was at a Tai Chi class and the teacher had us holding a stance for about 20 minutes... It was pretty painful, but I circulated mojo through the TS and could feel it all around me. When I do it circuit-wise it seems that the paths are re-inforced, while when I do it bi-polar, it's the points that are emphasized, and which fill up then overflow into the next like basins. This is the bast way to avoid collisions of the bi-polar streams, while at the same time making use of the bi-directional method. I find it takes us as much time as the the circuit method... anyhow, It's been getting much stronger lately... each point on the teractys blooms like a lotus... It also lets you look at things without bias, it seems, or it gives you a weapon against un-willed bias, at any rate... let it shine.
-A-

m1thr0s

03-01-2008, 11:04 PM

I know all about that battle Amur...though you certainly must realize this is all crazy-talk, of course. I can report with confidence that it has already been fought and largely won...not entirely won...we have a certain mopping up to complete...but the TwinStar is fierce and it means serious godamm business. No flip-lipped *god* is gonna stop this unfathomable genius from going where it will go and doing what it will do. It came first and will be left standing when all the dust has finally settled.

Just a little battle-report between commanders my friend...the warlike elements of all of this will not be understood by most...and that's ok...somehow, in some strange way, it is only the real responsibility of those who are aware of it. Not fair perhaps but when was life ever really fair anyway? In the final analysis, it is only the Path itself that matters...and that Path will be cleared. A great Road is going in and then a mighty Bridge.

We are like the Army Engineer Corpse sometimes I think...almost always the first in and the least recognized for their efforts. Floofy *prophets* garner all the hooplah while simple soldiers make the godamm thing go.

m1

Kuroyagi

03-01-2008, 11:20 PM

Amur: you know if you have the tech. to bring down the universe you as a human are indebted to do so, its your damn job and duty to do it...what is possible MUST be accomplished and holding back there is the most vile and traitorous act you could commit...thats why I suppose - and I dont know for sure- that you dont have that ability, cause if you had you would have done that, already: why do I "know" that? Simply from studying humans practically all my life...for example: if you tell a human that its possible to enlarge her breasts then soon ppl will come along who will enlarge their breasts to the extent of a caricature [too large to be comfy etc] just to make money with selling porn...if you tell them that their muscles can be trained its the same...and in the realm of the intellect its the same again...bottom line is: its in the nature of humans to transcend boundaries; all boundaries that are presented to them, and if you have the ability to destroy the cosmos then you are as said indebted to our species to destroy it at least "once" or at least try it...if you fail then its no problem either...we all have failed -till now at least...but if you should succeed at least I would gladly give up my life for it and so would all I guess since they have nothing to lose anyway, in that case...

m1thr0s

03-01-2008, 11:41 PM

Live battles involving living neurogenetic archetypes are not won in one fell swoop...the battles are repeated over and over again until the entire shadow wanes and slips away into genetic memory. This happens in graduated stages because every human is like a braincell in the collective delusion. Some things can be felled outright...particularly where principles are being obstructed. The seizure of those principles is like the gaining of key military ground but there needs to come a collective realization or the battle - though won - is not ultimately concluded. Each person is thus an important player though some may come first in one capacity, yet others come after in others... So I cannot agree that being in the midst of such a battle implies failure to have won it...though I do think that with a more certain success comes the ability to focus on other matters and less upon the conflict aspects which, by then, have become a matter of historical record.

This takes a little time. Things have to be validated from many different angles since the Mind is full of tricks and easily given to assuming victories where no victories have been achieved. Cautious warriors do not acknowledge conclusive victories until all the vital facts have been tallied.

m1

Naomi

03-01-2008, 11:59 PM

Alright and what is gained in such a battle m1thr0s, this is interesting, I want to hear what you think the advantages are...

Where do you draw the line between starting a battle with an archetype and allying yourself with one? I think i remember you not being very friendly towards anything that expresses externally.

m1thr0s

03-02-2008, 12:07 AM

Alright and what is gained in such a battle m1thr0s, this is interesting, I want to hear what you think the advantages are...Freedom...it's always been about freedom. Everything else is just so much gravy.

I don't go out of my way to oppose things just because they might happen to exist...internally...externally...who cares? If it obstructs me, we have an issue and I haven't lost one yet...but if I did, I'd be so godamm pissed off it would have been better for my opposition to have folded clean the first time.

I will get ugly when the matter turns to personal freedom of thought and action.

too much war talk...people get the wrong idea.
And suddenly some asshole comes up with a new fantasy game and the real battle just gets all the more convoluted...
This *age of information* has been called the *aeon of war* however...so some discussion is probably warranted...although I have a hard time remembering...which *aeon" was not the *aeon of war*?

m1

frater luciferi

03-02-2008, 12:27 AM

not too distract from the initial dillema..and not that my health is very perfect..i have too much of a taste for microwavable "garbage" and i chainsmoke filterless cigarettes and drink vodka...but being that a lot of illness is a psycosomatic response to our mental environment i would think that mental "clarity" itself would have a dramatic affect..i know that one of the greatest drains on health is "stress" and anxiety in varying forms...so if the twinstar system can aide me in at least that then i will try it for sure..i already do simple zen meditation and some minor meditations on energies and flows (astral) ..lucid dreaming and the like..

i think i will aquire this technology ...if it will aide in my mental health i know my physical health will definately fall closer in line to what i want out of it..

Naomi

03-02-2008, 12:29 AM

Now I'm all pissed off and angsty...

I fucking hate it when people mess with my freedom, everything changes, whole relationship dynamic is ruined and I can't tolerate much more after that. I won't have any kind of wrongheaded sort of restrictions on my person, if I get in such a position there's really no telling what I can do - not violently, no, but in my personal affairs I can really show my other, darker facets quite easily, just as you yourself admit, m1thr0s.

I'm quite familiar with budo, it's the "peacelovers" who don't even understand the idea of peace that get on my nerves. These and others do get into this idea that all war and warriorship is bad, I don't quite get that. I move on a different wavelength altogether.

If something obstructs me I have often "killed" it, and it's not really about being mean or evil, it's just a right...a god given right if you like..."god" being "man"...people just don't get reality. This convoluted fantasy world they live in...this lie...it's a joke, and they godamned know it's a joke, but they're just scared so they try to fit in. It's a ghost that haunts the subconscious of humanity. Devils...I think...are there to accomplish the realization in us that there are things much worse than phantoms, so that we have the courage to stand up to the phantoms.

Ningishzidda is nice though, I like that god a lot...it was so strange, with that one, I don't know why but I came to the conclusion that he wasn't going to hurt me, I don't know why....I would normally attack something like that.

m1thr0s

03-02-2008, 12:33 AM

well it's all about strength fr. luciferi...I tell you this from everything that I do know for sure. It seems the harder you follow it in...the more you test its metal...the stronger this sucker gets...I have honestly never at any time seen anything quite like it...

and we're only at the very beginning of what appears to be an extremely promising *magickal* technology...I am tempted to say...a technology of *being*, for want of a more accurate terminology...

more than this you would have to determine for yourself I think...and even this, ultimately.

m1

frater luciferi

03-02-2008, 12:35 AM

well, i mean anything that can solidify the resolve of my will...

Naomi

03-02-2008, 12:45 AM

well, i mean anything that can solidify the resolve of my will...

Yes, it can do this quite easily, watch for it though and monitor your progress, just like any skill it's easy to slip off in the beginning.

I recomend first applying it to something you enjoy regularily and see if it contributes anything, then you may be certain it is as good as we say it is. I can't stand fake styles even though I have wasted enough money and time on a great deal of different kinds.

m1thr0s

03-02-2008, 01:09 AM

well, i mean anything that can solidify the resolve of my will...this seems to mean different things to different people so I won't resort to grandiose platitudes but only say that in my own experience, the resolving of will on a lesser scale has a lot to do with resolving self-identity on a greater scale...as universally as possible is a good thing if you can get it.

And here's sort of a negative example...an example of something that doesn't work for me personally...Xian fundies are always going off about heaven and seem to have this whole idea that the whole point of life is to live and die and go to live in the shadow of Jesus and then...do what? sit around and eat potato chips with Jesus all day? No matter how you define that scenario it gives me nothing personal to shoot for...there is no self-identity there I can relate to and that hole creates a huge wormhole right down to my day-to-day activities. Maybe it works for some but I cannot imagine how...I only know it doesn't work for me.

The star thing does...the idea that humans may be in line to a higher evolutionary potential in a direct sort of way...that we are all sort of infant universes and earth is a kind of universe nursery. That whole idea always appealed to me but I still didn't have any real proof...and lacking any proof I also lacked anything definite I could do about any of this.

The Abra system and subsequent Trigrammaton plugs that gap...it provides a way to both define and attack that potential directly and for me, this has been a very potent *solidifying* influence on will on every other level as well...cuz now I have a clue and I have something I can do about it and the harder I seem to challenge it the more routinely it comes back with even bigger and better answers, facts, solutions, whatever...it's an interactive sort of model that just keeps feeding me new and vital stuff every time I draw to the well...

So for me...that foots the bill. I can build up something as tenuous as *will* around a thing like this - in part because it paints a picture I can identify in terms of longrange self-identity...

I happen to believe it would probably work for anybody else as well...though I would never try to push it off on anybody. But we are dealing with anatomical properties here and if they are as sound as they appear...well...they certainly include all people at least, whether people adopt these things or not.

m1thr0s

Naomi

03-02-2008, 01:27 AM

Kind of weird but it actually gives me a target to aim my shots at instead of just randomly spraying everywhere...oh man it feels good to actually get stuff done though...I mean everyday, not just once in a while, you can feel the accomplishments just piling up or you can at least monitor the progress instead of just feeling like time is slipping away, it's verrrrry efficient and I think that's what you will catch on to also Luciferi...

It's like having the cheat codes to the game we all play...

m1thr0s

03-02-2008, 01:49 AM

there's been a tremendous push by world religions to quash *object orientation* in human beings and it has failed and failed most miserably. Human beings are innately object-oriented critters and there's no way on this earth they are ever going to not be. What if religion has it all wrong and we are actually better off to know our destinies clearly and pursue them with a vengeance, rather than blow the whole thing off and attempt to assume a nature that simply doesn't fit us?

One thing at least seems clear...the latter theory is by far the one least tested... Where it has been tested this has usually been done in secret since the herd would never have allowed it to be spoken of...and for what...fear of running against the wrath of some makeshift *authority*?

To Will - To Know - To Dare - To Go...and I flat reject the notion of Keeping Silence...rather I would substitute: To Conquer.

m1thr0s

Amur

03-02-2008, 07:48 AM

For some reason it seems like I've been battling my whole life against different things. Because I'm 'different' my own family has always thrown all the shit on me and it has always felt like I don't even really belong into this family. I'm so different to those that it's scary :laugh: A more funnier thing was when I got my first awakening call, then my family got all crazy and wanted to destroy me in all possible ways (relatives also). Unfortunately my reptilian brain took it as a threat and shut my higher consciousness levels down from my own consciousness, and still working (after 4 years) to restore those levels. I do know that they are working on their own levels but would be very crucial to get them back into current consciousness. Now there is a very clear 'Mara' kind of archetype fighting against me with all it got. It's manipulating ppl to tell me shit that hinders me from evolving, and manifests all kinds of hindering phenomens and what not. It tries to confuse me into maya and scare me away from my own target and what not. Quite interesting to notice this really. Another thing which is weird is that whenever I unite myself with my demon self, I get so much power that ppl even over the internet feel this and become hostile towards me, most other ppl that have seen this Self in real life have become deathly-scared over me. I'm not sure what's really causing it, is it my spirit which is so powerful that they get scared or am I just an evil sob? :laugh: I do think it's the power within that's making them shit in their pants. Another thing that has come up quite recently is me being bored about being in this dimension, for some reason I seem to have started to reading the 'universal-script', which involves what everyone are doing and saying, so it's like looking at how the reality is manifesting before your eyes, before it is manifested, which in turn has made me very very bored about being here. A weird thing is that it feels like I did awaken too early, and the reason behind it was because some ppl started fucking things up in USA. But luckily I've been entertained by all kinds of odd things hehe, noticed that I even got addicted to adrenaline because of it.

To Will - To Know - To Dare - To Go...and I flat reject the notion of Keeping Silence...rather I would substitute: To Conquer.

Hehe, well, I haven't kept the silence either as I started shouting out things on a global level about things and many got pissed off like hell about it. But it was really my path to awaken the whole planet, and that's exactly what I've been doing. Still got 2 miracles to perform and then I'm out of here into silence/void. Actually managed to raise so powerful powers that it is possible to destroy entire cities with it. The fun thing is that I'm not the only one with this kind of plan in mind. So when the electricity starts blinking and the whole shit explodes, you know that ascension time has come *grin*. (Of course this will only happen if those jerks won't let go of their powers, if they do I think peace will unfold instead)

Naomi

03-02-2008, 08:11 AM

no I think you've had a weird shitty life and are going a little bit crazy because of it....

"Mara" is the thing telling you there are all of these beings fighting against you or so on....he doesn't exist, he is a delusion...cut through it. They may exist only to those who remain satisfied with the delusion.

The supreme absolute...all of universe, beyond all separations is the only reality and we can never know that without ceasing to exist. I don't think it should be done. You have to cut through the stuff that hurts you though.

Amur

03-02-2008, 08:14 AM

no I think you've had a weird shitty life and are going a little bit crazy because of it....

"A little crazy" hehe. The fun thing is that when I get out of the city, I start recovering to myself and my own emotions. But in the city I pick up too many different frequencies and go completely cuckoo.

I've noticed a phenomenom which is quite logical. If one goes against a certain type of frequency, that frequency can turn hostile towards you. But if you instead love those frequencies they will sort of be assimilated without resistance. The ultimate war would be to go against everything, and if one could keep at it without getting destroyed, I'm sure one could become quite powerful :laugh: But in a way I don't see that power has any use if one hasn't got the love/wisdom to use it. And looking at how 'far' people have evolved, I don't think they will become Godhead anywhere soon (except perhaps becoming Godhead through some programmed algorithm that is given to them). Though I do agree that God-powers shouldn't really be used unless it's important / or one is far from the city and doing it alone as to not upset anyone. But I would like to see someone peeling an apple with telekinesis on national tv :laugh:

I think I'll start summoning some celestial spirits to this planet soon to see what the hell is going on here anyway.

and we're only at the very beginning of what appears to be an extremely promising *magickal* technology...I am tempted to say...a technology of *being*, for want of a more accurate terminology...

What I see is that instead of this material technology, technology of Consciousness is coming on various levels. What I'm still unsure about is if it's needed to destroy the current society structure that blinds people to get things back into what they should've been from start. As I see it now, the current society structure is very very hostile to technology that gives freedom and independence. What I really don't buy at all is this "Believe and it shalt happen" thing. I think it's all a ruse. Atleast when a friendly spirit made the candle smoke (that made my body almost shit in it's pants as it was 'impossible') I didn't have to believe one bit in it and it still happened. The funny thing is that the spirit had a shitload of power and could've destroyed the whole house with a mere word.

m1thr0s

03-02-2008, 12:12 PM

I guess I don't belabor "societal structure" too much personally. I am more convinced of the power of individuals to affect meaningful change within their own spheres and more or less content to let that process fan outwardly of its own accord. I think that pursuing societal change on its own terms is a fool's errand for most occultists...it's just another trap...a busywork that will never really be accomplishable and therefor wastes huge amounts of time and energy on what is ultimately secondary concerns or issues...

Society is what it is...it has always self-destructed and probably always will. It is only ever really individuals within societies acting upon their own good faith and conscience that give society itself any kind of natural value, strength or integrity.

m1thr0s

Naomi

03-28-2008, 09:19 PM

When I talk about these beings you have to understand that I get very personal with them because they are approachable that way. You have different parts of your mind and to correct one or the other you have to seat yourself in another part of mind and address say, your visual cortex from your motor cortex, and these "gods' or whatever the hell you want to call them are tools we use to approach specific areas. It's all a mind science at a very high level and one needs to pay attention to historical mythology because this is where rare sectors of the brain are recorded. There's no right or wrong way to mix disciplines together, because no one really has a clue what is going on anyways.

All of these disciplines have been lost and confused and now we're on the edge of a new horizon where we can actually start building from scratch, using, not surprisingly the remnants of the past that can and have survived the test of time.

Society can and does change it just has to be approached in the direct manner of first saying "Life, Liberty and Happiness to All Created Equally" no matter where you are...then it does become a real work. We saw this in America with the second rennaissaince of technology and the race issue and the sexual liberation issues. So it goes on and on and progress is made, but under who? Certainly not god....god plays very little part in any real progress, the only time I can see this benefitting is when p eople stop and think WWJD....generally Jesus was not actually a bad guy.

I don't mind m1thr0s, it's not like I'm going to say focusing on your own shit isn't important, but sometimes the sphere is in the anarchy and in the revolution. One can realize change through that if it is the guise of fate.

Furthermore I should say I guess I treat gods as sort of a real entity and a real aspect of human consciousness. Some overlap into the animal kingdom and some don't...the ones that encompass not only human minds, but stars, pla ets and whole galaxies, those are the ones you should be tracking and they tend not to be buring in the grey matter.

m1thr0s

03-28-2008, 09:35 PM

I don't mind m1thr0s, it's not like I'm going to say focusing on your own shit isn't important, but sometimes the sphere is in the anarchy and in the revolution. One can realize change through that if it is the guise of fate.I have exactly no idea what you are talking about but I don't disagree with this statement at least...

Honestly...it is going out of one's way to suggest I would be concerned about you focusing on my shit...

xst almighty...can we just please grow out of that crap?...it's just not my thing. I will always defend my best perceptions but I have never expected anything else from anybody regarding my *shit*...

m1

Naomi

03-28-2008, 09:41 PM

I am more convinced of the power of individuals to affect meaningful change within their own spheres and more or less content to let that process fan outwardly of its own accord. I think that pursuing societal change on its own terms is a fool's errand for most occultists...it's just another trap...

In response to that, I was talking about societal change and how some people focus on that, and that alone and do in fact manage to affect societal change, like for instance with the wiccans and acceptance of occultism in general the way they do a lot of political activism. ie, I don't think it's a fool's errand....not even for most occultists, I think it only makes a difference when everyone is behind change. I can see the change in society spanning back a hundred years and I think it does make a difference to speak up and say something when one knows something isn't right.

So yeah you misunderstood me....you wanna scrap now. huh?!?! rawr....

m1thr0s

03-28-2008, 09:59 PM

It helps when you take the time to quote the bits you are responding to...

otherwise it is the most natural thing to go to the last thing said.

thanks for clarifying.

m1

Amur

03-29-2008, 06:36 AM

My shamanism initiation is finally over after 4 years and I'm proud to announce that I'm still alive yay \o/.

Anyway, my research into the right and left brain hemispheres has almost ended and it's very interesting to notice that almost all energy work has to do with the right brain hemisphere related to creative things god and so on, while the left brain hemisphere has the true emotions I feel and the logical circuit and what not. What I'm currently trying to do is to further advance this closed logical circuit so that it could start creating emotions or energy with geometrical pictures and what not. With this it should be possible to create high-level energy fields between me and my own enviroment and even make it work on a collective level. Since the right brain-hemisphere is connected directly to the collective and the herd it should be very possible to create somekind of love akin to unconditional love that would heal everything in it's path. Again for the left brain hemisphere there is a completely different kind of thing that it's working on. I must say that the unconsciousness programming has gone to very good levels and has come very far in it's programming, the real problem I see now is to somehow get the reptile brain into silence so that it wouldn't interrupt with the evolution process. Noticed that I can now speed-read when I can keep the mind quiet which is quite a good thing, can't really wait till I can start to control the dreams as well, that would be very beneficial.

I'm getting more and more into geometrical information to conduct high-level energy experiments. Once the system gets up and kicking it should be quite neat alltogether.

What I'm interested in is to make some experiments on how to clear up the morphogenetic fields in the human collective, with geometrical pictures it should be possible to do it quite neatly.

MythMath

03-29-2008, 04:32 PM

What I'm interested in is to make some experiments on how to clear up the morphogenetic fields in the human collective, with geometrical pictures it should be possible to do it quite neatly.

I'll offer to help you graphically... :yes:

Amur

03-29-2008, 05:57 PM

I'll offer to help you graphically... :yes:

Sure, I would like to hire alot of artists to help on a collective level on higher dimensions to make the whole thing work. It should be quite neat when the whole thing fires up :)

Naomi

03-29-2008, 06:39 PM

Yes Amur of course we will help you, I wonder what you have in mind.

But I thought the Twinstar and Abrahadabra grid was already working on uniting humanity and fixing all of the dead links?

Amur

03-30-2008, 06:38 AM

Yes Amur of course we will help you, I wonder what you have in mind.

But I thought the Twinstar and Abrahadabra grid was already working on uniting humanity and fixing all of the dead links?

I think so too that it should be working on uniting humanity in a very special way. It would fix a tremendous amount of crap residing in the human collective. Made quite the research into the morphogenetic fields by ingesting 'spirits' or echoes of energy and chaos that stem from peoples psyche in the city and by cleaning away those 'spirits' (they are just echos so they don't really exist and have very small consciousness of their own) one can clean up the corresponding morphogenetic fields.

What I'm really interested in is geometry and how that geometry would be used to raise the consciousness of other humans. Should be possible to elevate the consciousness to quite lofty standards, not to mention to anchor the corresponding persons higher self directly into his human self. Should be possible to do with the right technology. But there's still alot of research to do into this area.

For some reason my mind speaks with geometry and I can understand high-level geometrical energy patterns. When they sent the christian egregore to my mind I got it all as geometrical pictures and images and could immediately pinpoint out where the fault in that resided. It's unfortunately yet going at an unconscious level so that I only see glimpses of it consciously because otherwise my pride ego would blow off to ridiculous amounts which again would be dangerous for myself.

Would be nice to start teaching this technology though, but I suppose it might still take 10 years of internal healing and searching to level it down to human standards.

Been doing alot of research into the collective dreams (thanks to the reptiles), and linked myself into alot and alot of people who reside in my unconsciousness in a protected area. Not sure if I 'am' those people and can move them when needed but I suppose it has something to do with fixing the collective dream together so that it would work in a more unified manner instead of working against itself.