Naomi
03-29-2008, 01:37 PM
This is some kind of mystery I've been plotting since like, last summer....
This is the sigil of SOL yet Durga keeps asserting herself with it, specifically with the orange or gold color and the ring sequence like this.
If the thing keeps asserting itself then I tend to pay more attention to it. So I drew up this mirror to depict it.
Check out 0:09 of the following video, Durga was also showing me her symbol - after she had shown it to me in the hospital last year after I had a heart attack. I actually scryed through YouTube under her direction to find this video:
YouTube - Morning Musume - Chokkan 2 (close up ver.) [subtitled]
She was trying to get across the point to me that all females are part of a single entity here on earth and interconnected through the veins of shakti feeding the divine feminine into every single person in the world. She was saying I shouldn't be biased against young girls or cats just because they were another species or young, she was trying to talk to me and I had to listen no matter what creature she was using as her guise. Then she was saying like "I am every one of these females in every single instance, watch me change and take my wisdom without bias." Durga is one of the few entities that can actually convince me to give up my will and just let them do what they want. I don't really know how this happens all I know is there's no resistance and I don't really have much choice but they've never done me any wrong - Durga or Ningishzidda so I let it be. At some points I am Durga, and all goddesses but I can't seem to maintain the state of masculine-feminine all encompassing energy as clearly and lucidly as I can the goddess current - It's not psychological either, there is something to do with the body of light that prevents me froma ccessing all of those gates at once but the shakti, comparitively and especially after a decade of practice is a breeze.
Some of you know Sekhmet, the goddess of war and wife of Ptah in ancient Egypt was also known as the eye of Ra, representing the setting sun whereas Bast represented the eye of the rising sun. (I may be wrong there so don't quote me on it, I don't have an egyptology book handy)
http://www.dazimua.com/images/paintings/durga.jpg
ok, big sister ^_^
This is the sigil of SOL yet Durga keeps asserting herself with it, specifically with the orange or gold color and the ring sequence like this.
If the thing keeps asserting itself then I tend to pay more attention to it. So I drew up this mirror to depict it.
Check out 0:09 of the following video, Durga was also showing me her symbol - after she had shown it to me in the hospital last year after I had a heart attack. I actually scryed through YouTube under her direction to find this video:
YouTube - Morning Musume - Chokkan 2 (close up ver.) [subtitled]
She was trying to get across the point to me that all females are part of a single entity here on earth and interconnected through the veins of shakti feeding the divine feminine into every single person in the world. She was saying I shouldn't be biased against young girls or cats just because they were another species or young, she was trying to talk to me and I had to listen no matter what creature she was using as her guise. Then she was saying like "I am every one of these females in every single instance, watch me change and take my wisdom without bias." Durga is one of the few entities that can actually convince me to give up my will and just let them do what they want. I don't really know how this happens all I know is there's no resistance and I don't really have much choice but they've never done me any wrong - Durga or Ningishzidda so I let it be. At some points I am Durga, and all goddesses but I can't seem to maintain the state of masculine-feminine all encompassing energy as clearly and lucidly as I can the goddess current - It's not psychological either, there is something to do with the body of light that prevents me froma ccessing all of those gates at once but the shakti, comparitively and especially after a decade of practice is a breeze.
Some of you know Sekhmet, the goddess of war and wife of Ptah in ancient Egypt was also known as the eye of Ra, representing the setting sun whereas Bast represented the eye of the rising sun. (I may be wrong there so don't quote me on it, I don't have an egyptology book handy)
http://www.dazimua.com/images/paintings/durga.jpg
ok, big sister ^_^