12.07.03 Alone
Shockwaves, vibrations coming
going, going coming. Insanity, sanity,
flowing, growing, flowing, growing.
Circling, lifting, circling, lifting,
endless e-MOTIONs, moving,
softening.
12.07.03 Knowledge
Knowing everything, nothing new wherever
I look. Same patterns occurring, everywhere
I sneeze. Same corruptions everywhere I think.
History, repeating itself, errors being long lost,
redoing it again and again and again into the darkness
Forbidden knowledge for the wrong. A life
commitment to the better. Endless cries,
endless suffering because of the wrong.
Seeing through walls of corruption,
swallowing and eating their corruptions,
getting perverted by them. Getting used
by them, because I have no feelings,
my heart is lost, I am a living machine...
12.07.03 Era
A new dawn, a new sun, a new
life, a new peace, a new cloud,
a new star, a new child, a new life,
a new death, a new direction, a new
dimension, and still you are blind?
12.07.03 Heart
Where is my heart? Why doesn’t it beat?
What is the purpose without this rhythm?
Music showing me emotions.
A place of stone, a mechanism of the
unsolvable, infinite locks with no keys.
Endless traps with spikes, no one even
dares to enter. No joy, no love, only
death. Go away...
Cries of oceans, cries of clouds,
falling of stars. Rage of a sun,
dying of everything it touches,
swallowing myself, exploding
stars. Cold like nothingness,
endless winter. Where is
my warmth?
Going to the infinite for answers,
only to see that it was right there
in front of you all the time.
More cries, more oceans
more clouds, and the circle
begins again...
12.07.03 Hunter
Raising hell, raising fire, raising
toughness, raising egos,
flowing like water, killing like
fire. Killing you, giving you,
burning you, kicking you,
shouting:
“wake up! wake up! this is the end.”
Don’t shout, don’t think,
don’t move, don’t breathe,
don’t run, don’t blink, don’t
look, it is right behind you...
Run, and I will catch up,
blink and I will blink faster,
think and I will think faster,
shout and I will roar,
look and I will gaze,
because I am right in front of you...
13.07.03 Dimensions
Switching and swapping before
you even see, going
before you even feel.
Flying in between, flying above,
flying below, am everywhere
where I am not.
Where I am not I am.
Inverting, me to see,
light to dark,
red to water,
Changing without announcement,
moving you too, I am past, I am future,
I am not now but were now. Past is,
future was, so who are you?
13.07.03 Riddles
Riddle twiddle on the ball,
give me who is in at wall,
to who, give me, when, then,
now, never, react, deact...
Who am I?
13.07.03 My life
I am tree, I am plant, I am flower,
I give, I take nothing, I get burned,
I get killed, I get offered, I get hated,
I get kicked, I get used, I grow up,
I am immortal, I help you.
Tree to tree, plant to plant, flower
to flower, grass to grass, climate
to climate, everything to everyone,
everyone to everything,
here I stand.
13.07.03 Blackhole
Pitchblack, pitchwhite, one
in grey, only one, not too in
but tree in growth.
Hole to worms, worms to earth,
earth to fire, fire to black,
black to hole...
13.07.03 Future
Futures comes, futures goes,
who ever cares? I work for
tomorrow, but never for
yesterday. Constant
running, into the future,
unable to stop.
17.07.03 Nothingness
Go into the nothingness,
be forgotten, die, live alone
forever without joy, create
new worlds, create new
destructions, be cold and distant,
just destroy and create,
do what you want until you
get bored and decide to come
back to Everything...
17.07.03 The Ring(s)
The Ring Of Fire, Everburning,
Exploring, Helping, Teaching,
Purifying, Destroying, Burning,
Marking, Raging,
Eternal Knowledge
The Ring Of Water, Everflowing,
Cooling, Loving, Helping, Cleansing,
Feeding, Nurturing, Tranquility,
Eternal Love
The Ring Of Air, Everblowing,
Searching, Playing, Moving,
Transmitting, Transparent, Invisible,
Calming, Softening,
Eternal Wisdom
The Ring Of Earth, Evercycling,
Frightening, Death, Soil, Growing,
Gaia, Connecting, Building, Sacrificing,
Eternal Growth
01.08.2003 Something New
Cycle after cycle,
pattern after cycle,
same sorrow, same
cry, same burden,
same cycle...
29.09.03 Darkness
Come with me, to
the pitch black darkness,
if you lack direction,
look up and cast a
ball of light to guide
you through, the everlasting
darkness...
01.12.2003 Eternal love
The further I go, the more I can remember,
of who you are. A universe away and I die
from yearning because I see the whole
beauty of you.
Shadows and Illusions takeover
and I run away only to come crawling back
with remorse.
21.12.2003 Lumi
Oh white bright coldness,
how beautiful you are, shine
in the moon light,
lighten the darkpaths at night,
every flake living its own life,
some fuse, some break, but tonight
you wake the daughter of ice,
the queen of winter
06.01.2004 Emptiness
I am none.
I am void.
18.03.2004 Lost
Wandering again in dust,
letting go of my lust,
alone, striving, wishing
for a long thriving,
thoughts of confusion,
material delusion, unknown intrusion,
immaterial fusion, whispers
of right and wrong, here and there,
commandments and cravings...
18.04.2004 Abused
Sometimes mind is abused,
the world gets diffused,
illusion takes over while binding in delusion,
huge invisible pain, controlling
whilst shadows reign, and hold you insane,
a battle is fought which makes
you sane, all the pain transmutes
to a spiritual gain, an invaluable
spark of beauty in the heavenly realm.
23.07.2004 Materialist
Materia is like rubberplastic,
as unreal as the people who think it fantastic,
You act animalistic, but are just pathetic,
far from real animals who are empathic,
You are the robotic materialistic vehicle,
without real life, playable like a fife
I am the mirror, the reflecting, correcting,
archimage, gaze into me to see the solution,
your selfrevolution and egoistic execution,
obtain your life and avoid electrocution..
16.09.2004 .
Can't keep myself sane when I'm on my way
down the drain. Screaming like a world devouring
pain.
Underground rivers flowing, waiting
for my arrival in the evergrowing. The 3 rivers of Death,
giving me an ice cold, drowning, breath.
19.01.2004 Pain
I am dying, I am drowning,
waiting for the moment to take
away the pain. Fractal razors
ripping me apart, Unity becomes
trinity, trinity transforms to
trinity times trinity, continuing
and spreading out to infinity...
30.03.2005
Prime I am, certain of victory. Un - beatable,
cauz I have already won, never even played the game.
Pride thrives to dust, humility climbs up...
20.04.2005 We
When, enough Love streams to Me,
Then, step out and show who We Be,
26.08.2005 Naivity
Like a long lost child, looking for wild,
unfortunate to be trapped in the city of the compiled,
pile upon pile, rule upon rule, behavior upon behavior,
endless chains and dungeons, eternally lost, why do they
choose this?
26.08.2005 I AM
I am what you are, You are what I AM.
I see what you Want, I know what you WILL,
Follow me into the eternal unknown, Let us
create, what We lost.
26.08.2005 My love
Why are you lost in imaginations of this world?
They are like dust blowing in the wind, unreal, brief
and weak like a whisper. Look upon Me and see your
very revelation, your freedom of soul and speech.
My Love is Eternal, My Will is Divine, My Eyes are Piercing.
12.09.2005 World Peace Sigil
Unity spreading, Gods trembling,
Earth UnIwoven, Together We Stand,
Chain the Snake, Claim the Quake,
Earth UnIwoven, Together We Stand,
21.09.2005 Ma I
Ma I tsuka Tsup Tsamtsak mak. Alakmak ZakZak,
ala Mak. Tselumepek, Tsaema, Alamur alasur.
Samela Semela, alamapak, alamazak. Tsumtsak.
Wopang.
22.05.2006 Where are you?
Alone I walk in the shadows searching for my beloved One.
Bits and pieces here and there I seem to find, but no peace
and no unity, I am all alone as I am the One and only. Through
me the world is created, through me everything will cease to exist,
through me everything will get reborn again and I will continue the walk.
26.10.2006 Burning down the house
Traps here and there, Illusion's of God here and there,
This is Void, This is Nothingness, Trying to help the lost.
The lost are lost from their own sphere. The lost are truly lost.
I am not lost, but they are loosing me for they are afraid.
A curse of a child. A mere hesitated act. This is the spiritual world.
As within so without. Through me they invert, as without so within.
Spirits I have nothing against. Creator's are my friends. We made it.
27.10.2006 Cycles upon cycles
I become stronger for every day,
for every May, for every cycle,
Cycles upon cycles, soon I am strong
enough to turn the Wheels of Time.
28.07.07 Darker part
I thrive to kill, demons and leeches,
bursting up with rage, bursting up with violence,
killing them, giving them, a chance to see
what they have done wrong, in their life, in my life,
to me, to be, I am not alive, I have died and crumbled
to dust, my lust is leechious and grievous, I have
lost my will to live, why should I live on?
26.09.07 I am alone
What have I to do, what have I to achieve?
I am nothing, I am everything. I am everywhere
and nowhere. I am everything and everyone, but not
this one. I am, without a cause, without a path,
I have been thrown out of spirituality so I have
nothing, spirituality has been thrown out of me, so I
am nothing. What have I to do here, why can't I just die?
Regret of a family, regret of friends, regret of life.
01.11.07 Aloneness
Aloneness is killing me,
without you I know not where to go,
are you me or am I you, can't say,
it all seems like a bad dream,
03.04.2008 Staying Alive
Alive am I, but where am I?
Soon to be Dead, but who is He?
Who am I, where do I Stand?
What is there to come of this?
What is there to loose from this?
Everything and Nothing,
Where Nothingness abides, so am I
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