Kundalini Sakti

[Naomi]

So at any given time a female is running a dozen or so different masks. She is unaware of this. Getting to the point where one knows the masks one is running is the point where 'the third eye' comes into play. Then she'll see the masks manifesting as ghosts or angels or demigods and stuff like that. Rarely though you get avatars who know who they are supposed to be seeking and they use their mask to find that aspect of the source. Where we're at here on earth now, there's layers and layers of stuff to sort through to get to the higher powers like say, the trimurti aspects. The good part is sakti - the all powerful mother, is extremely reachable from the point of lowness. So you keep getting pushed down but the right kind of motion unlocks unspeakable cosmic powers. I like the word unspeakable because it brings me to another point. The force of sakti is silent, she doesn't talk. You get a kundalini rush and it's all a massive blow of force and she communicates using movement. That's what the sakti is about. That and the visuals you see in the third eye show the combined forces of siva-sakti, yin and yang. If your internal housing is set up in a certain way, she can express in a pissed off manner. She's not really capable of being angry though, she's just hitting your internal switches, how you've laid your lines, karmically speaking. Karma can be resolved quickly because it's just an internal stance. The best way to be with sakti is firm.

Now if you've made some huge waves somewhere you're going to be having a tidal wave of sakti coming at you sometime in the future. It's going to hurt unless you have build your house on firm ground. If you havn't the only way to survive is to be extremely low. It's just like being in an ocean. If you can withstand the blow from a position of safety you garner the rewards of the hit.

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The highest point you make the wave is where she is going to meet you. So the trouble is you have to maintain or at least reassert that same height by the time she reciprocates your motion. If you can't, you're going to die, unless you use the extremely low stance I mentioned earlier. It's just maya though, the rewards you get from ducking under the ocean are impermanent.

If you can maintain a distance of height from her in a mental stance like for instance, Siva does with Parvati, you can maintain equilibrium at a very high state of consciousness and with that comes unlimited power. Just as Siva is unchanging intellect, Sakti is unchanging endless energy. Even so, if another comes along who "is" unchanging intellect more than you, then chances are good goddess will change into her more war-like form. Then you have to become low because that one is your daddy.

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[Kuroyagi]

If you havn't the only way to survive is to be extremely low.
In other words: extremely permissible?- let the wave pass through- or changeable- become water?- which is unfortunately often misunderstood as whimsical or opportunistical even [some more superficial aspects].

[Naomi]

You know Parvati, consort of Siva, right?

Durga and Kali both emerge from Parvati when she has to go to war. I think that Kali is Siva's mom. Because he can't do anything without her permission, and Parvati is not the same as Kali. What Parvati is doing is tapping into some of her higher powers to kill the demons. She can't do it on her own. Our reality is not constituted to support Kali constantly. Only during certain times can it be possible to have Kali around. And that's not too good since it means humanity is falling behind. We should understand Kali and Parvati by now.

Anyways you can become like the linga, the cosmic egg and then wherever you go, there's "Ma" you can always appeal to the cosmic energy by treating it this way. It's how humans can interface with it. Special kinds of meditations include being a child to Kali or Durga or the Abyss itself. You can see the concept of Tiamat is really just a vagina, you get all this symbology of sea creatures and voids and cosmic oceans when it's really just the feminine.

Not many people know this but the linga is not a penis it's an egg emerging from the yoni, not penetrating it. So you have this earth bound yoni representing the earth goddess giving birth to Siva....

I don't know why that is so difficult to understand but most people are impressed by Siva's power so they don't even notice he is really just a momma's boy. Which is good we need that kind of guy on our side....females that is.

Unless you are like, a demon, who can resist their children? So you become like a child and then everything works fine. But you don't get rewarded....that's something for another time...

Sorry to be terse but that's just the way it goes...

[The Cove]

Hello-

Was wondering about the statement you made concerning masks. Why is only the female having many? Also about avatars - do you care to elaborate?

If you don't that is fine - it is just - well... Ah forget it.

Tired from chasing white rabbits in the backyard...

Yep.

[Naomi]

We're all female so it just doesn't matter to elaborate on it.

I was thinking about how Sakti is an endless energy and she acts through her consort, the masks are like energy conduits. You can interface with Sakti by watching her masks or preparing places for her to go. Yet then you're only really looking at more of her masks. She doesn't change. Not really.

Her power would destroy the world if it was not covered in artifice of the Absolute.

Beyond all dualities only this exists - power. If you get cornered by Sakti it's possibly because you have something of hers. Ok so play with her in you, or something...because that will never end even though your relationships with girls will, because they're just extensions of her.

After about 20 billion years I think my relationship with Ningishzidda will end, it just will. Then it will become something else. Loosely put, that means you've got to eventually come to terms with the fact that you're going to die a thousand deaths and never get to go back "home" because you have forgotten what "home" really is. Is it going to be your childhood home in Arizona, or some distant planet you reincarnated on? Maybe some other star system, the first you can remember. OR maybe it's none of those, maybe your home is where your body is. Well that's going too. Then what is home? Home is something that does not exist. It's a faulty concept. If you look back far enough you just end up back where you belong, in hell. It's a circle.

So the question is not where is home, it's where is god? You are the home of god. That's existence. So what can you do, but let god run your life. If you find that offensive, sorry. But god is a complex subject. god is the definition of the universe acting out its dharma. You get this feeling - and that's the universal laws acting on you - and whatever you do you can't help it. Your strength of will, how can you help that? You're never in control, or wait, are you?

Yes, you are. You can take responsibility. The universe takes its time solving its problems or debates, and you can take part in the debate. Then the vote is tallied forth and you get the results and then *presto* the amalgam of universe is shifting again to the next problem. It's all very elegant. you get fractured because of the lack of power. You need Shakti running throuhg you so be open to it, and to the counterpart, the Absolute.

But whatever, like you said....avatars are just masks that stand out from the crowd...

[The Cove]

Well -

I have noticed that most people I know who are at a similar level of spiritual what not or know how, or have read about - are a bit on the cold or detached side of the coin.

I have peeled away many mask's from myself and faced the terror of living death. Seated in the base point, being but a shell holding eternity.

Have become so cold and great to master my own madness in face of the grace of sublime sanity.

And so on and on...

Returning to the everyday as much as I can - but inside, deep inside - the cold, burning beauty craves fuel.

Craves purity without cleanliness and grace within horror.

Words, words, words...

Indeed - as the old Greek - or maybe older saying goes: Pay Homage to the Gods of the Land you are In.

Why that sentence should be started with 'indeed' is your correct guess.

Mirrors - sure, I am a complete mirror for reality - in all it's fractured beauty.

Anthropomorphic anachronisms.

Gotta love those two words together.

Evoc

[Naomi]

Returning to the everyday as much as I can - but inside, deep inside - the cold, burning beauty craves fuel.

Craves purity without cleanliness and grace within horror


Well, true...

[The Cove]

Hello -

Rescanned some of your meanderings...

Home is where the heart is.

If you have no heart then home is where the heart is.

If you have no home then home is where the heart is.

Heart.

Or shall one supplement Home for Hell?

It's not a circle but a spiral - nothing perfectly repeats forever.

Except for nothing of course.

Taking responsibility... ha, I am a Fool.

We don't take responsibility - we give it away.

Why say no when you should say yes - when you Are yes?

Why make the bad choice and follow it through, even when there is nothing left to follow but the choice itself?

Boredom is one of the most misunderstood Powers.

Shakti is all over that last sentence - eyes rolling and teeth gnashing; maybe one of her close relatives doing that - in her Name to be sure.

Ho, ho, ho there you go.

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