Amur
07-15-2008, 09:34 AM
As time goes by I'm getting more and more interested in internal/external warfare for freedom of ones own mind and consciousness. Right now it seems like the borders are down and I have to deal with alot of shit going on in the human collective consciousness. Regular humans don't give me that much shit, but those spiritual fuckers give me a whole lot more trouble because of their own fanaticism and their own 'light' which is one "#"#¤ lie in itself already.
Seems like I need to protect the flow of vital information through my consciousness so that they don't get it also. The current trend for those fuckers is to promote a non-existent unity of lies where everyone are basically the same, which is just another idiotic agenda to be able to herd the herd easier. They use peoples soul-connection from soul to soul through the eyes to promote this unity that we are all the same, which in fact isn't so as it is only a connection from one DNA chain to another DNA chain and as simple as that, it might feel like 'unity' and 'oneness' but in truth it's just another connection line through the being of one to another being of two...
Anyway, made in haste a closed-logical circuit loop inside my head which can not be destroyed and takes only logical functions inside as a growth parameter and it's always evolving and making better logics of it's own through the unconsciousness and subconsciousness. I had to do the loop since I got attacked from all sides and even my own family attacked me and there was no sense in their fucking lies that they fed, their current trend seems to be to tell me that 'I'm going to be all alone forever into eternity' and that 'I'm the only human living on this planet' or something equally bullshit.
Killing them seems to be one good oppurtunity of clearing up the head-space but some killings can be hard as they use your hurt parts against yourself, which means that to fight you have to have equal force of what was put against you in your hurt part, which can be hard for some, so I was thinking about alternative techniques for this warfare of freedom.
One that is my favourite is that of Devouring. You just devour anything that comes your way and throw up if it felt bad which again makes you much more clean inside and removes the bullshit....
Any more thoughts on this?
Seems like I need to protect the flow of vital information through my consciousness so that they don't get it also. The current trend for those fuckers is to promote a non-existent unity of lies where everyone are basically the same, which is just another idiotic agenda to be able to herd the herd easier. They use peoples soul-connection from soul to soul through the eyes to promote this unity that we are all the same, which in fact isn't so as it is only a connection from one DNA chain to another DNA chain and as simple as that, it might feel like 'unity' and 'oneness' but in truth it's just another connection line through the being of one to another being of two...
Anyway, made in haste a closed-logical circuit loop inside my head which can not be destroyed and takes only logical functions inside as a growth parameter and it's always evolving and making better logics of it's own through the unconsciousness and subconsciousness. I had to do the loop since I got attacked from all sides and even my own family attacked me and there was no sense in their fucking lies that they fed, their current trend seems to be to tell me that 'I'm going to be all alone forever into eternity' and that 'I'm the only human living on this planet' or something equally bullshit.
Killing them seems to be one good oppurtunity of clearing up the head-space but some killings can be hard as they use your hurt parts against yourself, which means that to fight you have to have equal force of what was put against you in your hurt part, which can be hard for some, so I was thinking about alternative techniques for this warfare of freedom.
One that is my favourite is that of Devouring. You just devour anything that comes your way and throw up if it felt bad which again makes you much more clean inside and removes the bullshit....
Any more thoughts on this?