A theory that came up

[Amur]

Looking at the cultures spread around the world who have their own religious Ceremonies, I came to a thought-train which had to do with Westernees religious direction. Which in this case seems to evolve around Magick itself imo. If this is so, then it means that because West was lost, there is somekind of Corruption involved to the degree of Magick here.

The concept of God/Christianity all seem highly tied together into this Corruption, or then it's just me that's going more nuts than normal. Looking at how one can affect wide-spread masses with Magick alone, one could almost conclude that something suspicious is going on behind the scenes. If you feel that you know what I'm aiming for feel free to come out with your own viewpoint on this.

I've come to a step/block where it seems that humanity has almost been sexually deprived by force to be used as somekind of tool for bringing up technology/something alltogether else. This again has mirrored in the widespread of humanity over the whole planet, making an imbalance between Nature and Human. After all I do only see a rare handful of True Humans on this planet. Haven't actually yet met anyone with Human vibe going on.

Then again on the other hand, this might be somekind of gaming planet for Eternal's. On another hand, we might all be Gods in Amnesia, awakening to a very special moment in Time :D

I rest my case, and give my own power to Nature and need it to be my teacher and Guide :D Until I can get that power for myself, when purity allows...

The latest teachings have been QUITE ROUGH, and literally shit in my pants because of the panic involved in those teachings. One thing I'm going to remember for the rest of this lifetime. Perhaps Severity and planning, especially planning from this point to the GOAL point along with the rest of the factors/change elements in Magick is not so bad afterall. Might save you from getting a Universal Nuclear blast right in your face.

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(O = Source, Children = One step ahead)

[m1thr0s]

I think a corruption has crept in and has affected western magickal systems greatly but is not limited to the west. For me, this corruption sort of centers areound the whole notion of the "divine right of kings" which transfers the power of individuals to an exclusive figurehead, who is then responsible for their material and spiritual salvation. This inherently presupposes that human beings are basically garbage to begin with, who are powerless to govern themselves and/or otherwise lead themselves to their own salvations. I think that it is no accident that with the rise of democracy we have also witnessed a steady corrosion of the this old way of thinking about humanity en masse and a progessive splintering and general disintegration of religion has been the unavoidable result. The Christ model, as it was packaged and sold to the world is built upon this same matrix...all of which probably has little or nothing to do with Christ himself, but is rather the way his teachings were marketed to the general public.

This corruption enters into things on many subtle...and not-so-subtle levels but at the center of it all is the notion that human beings are inherently powerless without the agency of divine intevention from some divine King. If this is nonsense...if people do, in fact, hold all the keys and all the power within themselves (which is a lot closer to what Christ actually taught) then their whole method of operations is skewed since these are largely still built upon the notion that this is not the case. It is very difficult to break down this old matrix completely because it is trained in and constantly reinforced externally. Even those who break part way out of it have an unfortunate tendency to remain half-in, half-out and this 50% magick is the result. It will not be until a more powerful matrix is devised and well-developed that we will begin to see the old die off as it must. In truth, the superior matrix itself is already there...already in place...but a methodology surrounding it is not...or is at least not very well evolved. This is one of the things that Abrahadabra addresses, though it will take a lot of time and a lot more people aggressively involved with it to begin to really turn the tide. It is happening, but sort of in slow motion for the moment...

m1thr0s

[Amur]

I think a corruption has crept in and has affected western magickal systems greatly but is not limited to the west. For me, this corruption sort of centers areound the whole notion of the "divine right of kings" which transfers the power of individuals to an exclusive figurehead, who is then responsible for their material and spiritual salvation. This inherently presupposes that human beings are basically garbage to begin with, who are powerless to govern themselves and/or otherwise lead themselves to their own salvations. I think that it is no accident that with the rise of democracy we have also witnessed a steady corrosion of the this old way of thinking about humanity en masse and a progessive splintering and general disintegration of religion has been the unavoidable result. The Christ model, as it was packaged and sold to the world is built upon this same matrix...all of which probably has little or nothing to do with Christ himself, but is rather the way his teachings were marketed to the general public.


*Heartfully bowing* Thanks, gives alot of fuel again. Lately I've had alot of wild encounters with 'God' Allmighty telling me that I am failed and that He knows all about your little schemes and that it is only littleful and puny in relation to Him. Now when I'm writing this, it sounds even more 'stupid' (if I daresay this before another 'divine' Retribution). Fear is a good way to control people, and I don't wish to be too fool out of myself, as some or much severity is indeed needed in the correct places of time. Going laughing into a wide-spread Battle is probably not so useful when in terms of fighting for ones survival.

As a bulletin-report, I've managed to actually become Christ the Savior, who should 'save' the people from themselves and the very confusing cancer which is eating up this planet from both within and without. The ironical part is that I really and truly do propose a scheme or matrix where people are Gods(To some limit, omnipotency is still very far from the maturity of humanity), who are again unified through an external and internal God of everything involving this planet in a state of BALANCE.

Through the same lens the Children are already the spiritual masters for this time, as they come 'in-tune' with themselves already. Perhaps if the 'so called' spiritual masters up there would listen to children for once and dig into the what they have to give, something would change.

Seriously I'm quite panicked from this whole area and tremble when I write about this. Too many weird 'god-encounters' where I've basically fucked up the entire universe, quite the burden to put on a little human being with limited resources :eek: (Or then I'm just stupid)

Basically it seems that the more fear is input into me through very very wild experiences the more I become like a reptile. I've already started devouring food without tasting it, and it's quite odd to be half-reptile heh. Another thought which came up along with the 'corruption' is the use of oil. Looking at how oil itself reflects and 'resonates' energies many many hundred millions of years ago, we might be looking at dinosaurs coming back to earth. I do wonder why so many free energy devices have been destroyed or shushed along with a bunch of other weird phenomena. Anyway, these are highly speculative things that come popping up to consciousness everynow and then.

edit note: Another track is leading straight towards Hermes, The Trickster, or the one that gave Fire(Awakened God-consciousness) too early to the people, which in turn caused a major debalance in the ecosystem. Though I don't know more about the dragon/serpent that gave this Fire to the people. Perhaps time will tell how it all was originally. Not sure if the dragon didn't want the people to become slaves to something. As a Black Man told me in a(nother) bar "Black people are no animals"...

[m1thr0s]

Lately I've had alot of wild encounters with 'God' Allmighty telling me that I am failed and that He knows all about your little schemes and that it is only littleful and puny in relation to Him.rofl...pride cometh before a fall!!!

Thanks Amur...that really made my day...lol...pissed the old scab off did I? He ain't seen nuthin' yet...I'll let you in on a little secret Amur...I am heavily cloaked and my mission here is exceedingly military in nature...these pathetic ghosts know nothing because they are nothing. Smoke and mirrors, that's all it is. If they could really stop me, they would have done so already but they can't. They have exactly no idea who I am...I'm not on the books...I'm not even supposed to be here...yet here I am. The rest will unfold in time.

It doesn't even matter if I say this stuff publicly...it goes in one ear and out the other...how could it not. The power of camoflage should not be underestimated. In the end, whatever needs to be made clear will stand on its own merits anyway.

m1thr0s

[Amur]

rofl...pride cometh before a fall!!!

Thanks Amur...that really made my day...lol...pissed the old scab off did I? He ain't seen nuthin' yet...I'll let you in on a little secret Amur...I am heavily cloaked and my mission here is exceedingly military in nature...these pathetic ghosts know nothing because they are nothing. Smoke and mirrors, that's all it is. If they could really stop me, they would have done so already but they can't. They have exactly no idea who I am...I'm not on the books...I'm not even supposed to be here...yet here I am. The rest will unfold in time.

It doesn't even matter if I say this stuff publicly...it goes in one ear and out the other...how could it not. The power of camoflage should not be underestimated. In the end, whatever needs to be made clear will stand on its own merits anyway.

m1thr0s

Well. 3 Years in this shit with a whole lot of extortions, direct insults, direct attacks on psychic and other levels to the point of being spiritually dumb. The pain is undescribable in all terms. There is a distinct evolvement through this all where they have slowly built up this black mailing thing, although I did leave them alot of open doors to come in and show themselves. Personally I do believe the planet and it's consciousness, which is why it's no wonder that they tried to destroy the root connection alltogether. Looking at how much pressure is coming all the time, I must be seriously pissing of some gods (which I do regret as I would really like peace and not this coming explosion). Considering I'm only 24 with no pre-magickal background nor training, I must conclude that I'm doing fairly well as I haven't gone to the other side yet. Though when the whole surrounding reality is turned upside down, with the close family persons all trying to destroy you along with the surrounding reality, traumatization takes itself to a whole new dimension and limit. Of course the up-part is that the Divine Material Nature(Macrocosm) takes it's own share and arises in the ranks of Trust and Truth for me atleast.

Even though my realities(external energies?) disagree with me, I do think that you are a good man m1thr0s.

Here's a picture that came up from the wonder world of Internet. In a sense I'm more akin to the tree guy relaxing and grilling a few marshmellows in the 4 dimensional space :D

http://show.imagehosting.us/show/1693908/0/nouser_1693/T1_-1_1693908.jpg (http://www.imagehosting.us/index.php?action=show&ident=1693908)

[m1thr0s]

The only time I ever really experienced anything quite that vivid/intense was during a period of time in my life where I was experimenting with deleriants. Somehow these opened up a channel through which this putrid garbage came pouring in, though in another sense it is actually already there. All I really know about it is that it is wired through the subconscious mind where it sort of sits there collecting garbage on a global level and spewing that garbage back at you in an amplified sort of way. Because it is linked to your own mind it will know everything you know. Because it is linked to the subconcious mind it is rooted in fear and primitive self-preservation instincts. It almost certainly has a job to do of some kind and the problem has more to do with its amplitude than the fact that it is there to begin with. It has a right to exist...it has no right to the kinds of dominance it has apparently attained. We are dealing with a chemical imbalance here of some kind if you are being harrassed by it as much as you indicate. It has a switch mechanism and that switch needs to be turned way down and can even be turned off for the mostpart. It is possible to banish it over time but very difficult to do if it is already out of control. Unfortunately, modern pharmacology seems to be pretty deficient in these areas and will often make things even worse by attempting to apply chemical patches that don't work. In my case I came to realize it had something to do with getting more air to the brain itself...increased oxygen seems to shut it up for some reason...I have no idea about your situation though and/or if this also applies to you.

m1thr0s

[Amur]

My own experience indicates that it is a chemical imbalance which was started by force-feding medics when I was having a downer in a speed-psychosis. Apparently it messed the brain balance up. Kundalini is the only thing which I've yet encountered that seems to balance the whole thing, of course only once the force has ascended through the spine up to the crown, triggering all the nerve-synapses.

Ingesting tryptofan tabs to increase serotonin seems to help and before, drinking a few beers seemed to balance it quite well. Which might indicate somekind of dopamine malfunction. I did do the mistake of ingesting 5-meo-dmt while focussing on a traumatic event, which in turn made the whole thing explode into 'God' telling me through a channel of shame how things are. But the good part is that somehow through this whole mess, it's connected to the external mess, so I only hope that getting the internal mess, will fix up the external mess.

Was thinking that somekind of pharmacological substance which would naturally balance the neurotransmitters would be quite the cure for the whole humanity. Experiences where both brainhalves have been active and in balance with each other, is the only places where I've actually seen reality as it is without any internal clutter. Beautiful place it was, full of treasures rrrrrrrrr says I... :D

[Anibis]

Experiences where both brainhalves have been active and in balance with each other, is the only places where I've actually seen reality as it is without any internal clutter.
Another reason why I think everybody ought to learn the 3-ball cascade...
-Ibisis-

[baenheh]

It seems to me Amur that you are going through a 'bless this mess' mind detoxification process. When our system and consciousness penetrates beyond mundane reality we create a sort of vacuum, where all sorts of phenomena and experience should be welcomed but also reintegrated. Many dualistic ways of thinking and feeling is embedded into us since birth, including the notion of 'god' as external and not an internal vibration which assists us to evolve. In peak kundalini activity you are accessing areas which the brain has not been accustomed to and it takes time to balance out, especially the whole nervous system which is in a major detoxification process. As far we rise as far we fall again until it eventually settles and you know the true depths of yourself and your connection with your multiverse.

There are some interesting articles on this site.

http://biologyofkundalini.com/article.php?story=ToxicMindTheory

http://biologyofkundalini.com/article.php?story=KundaliniandSchizophrenia

If you are travelling the depths and heights of experience it is a good sign. It just needs a bit of adjustment, patience and nurturance in your process.
External dependancy on drugs will only stagnate your progress and add extra tension.

[m1thr0s]

at least knowing that a chemical imbalance may be at work here is important. I have seen people try to deal with stuff like this that took it to be 100% literal...exactly as it appears etc and this is definitely a dangerous situation when that occurs. This particular mechanism is very emphatic...it's a puking mechanism of some kind so it sounds a very raucous sort of alarm...just like pain is often way more efficient than it actually needs to be to alert us to a problem....so much so that the pain becomes a problem in itself.

knowing that you are dealing with a physical issue in some way will go a great distance towards revealing a solution eventually. I wish I could say I knew what that was exactly but I don't...it's too bad you can't find somebody who knows what the hell they are about that could help you sort this out better. Once they label you as this or that you suddenly lose your bargaining power since now they think they know what's up when in fact all they know is their own bullshit...

Among other things, you might want to explore herbal supplements and things that can rebuild synaptic connections efficiently I know there are a number of edible mushrooms that are purported to be very good at this (shitaki's are known to have this quality), and certain teas etc. I am still convinced that oxygenization helps with this kind of thing though I have no statistical evidence to support that...I don't think anybody actually does.

m1thr0s

[Amur]

Bless this mess hmm.. That's quite nice. Think I'll start praying again :D

When I concentrate on breathe, I do get alot of energy and emotional locks start unfolding. Though I feel like I've literally captured every bad piece of energy there is outside, which means that I'm afraid to let it out as I don't want to waste it on other humans heh. Felt like I should go to a lake and drop it all there, poisoning the whole lake for thousand years. Perhaps I should come to America :mcool:

The problem is traumatization along with an active kundalini trying to arise. Chemical imbalance creates alot of weird spirits and demons to pop up. Noticed this from an experience with balance compared with the imbalance. I do believe that Ayurveda said that Rakshas(Demons) come from improper diet.

edit note: I find it highly odd that most religious 'egregores' inside my head are trying to control my own emotions. If I feel angry then I feel angry, no point in suppressing it. Emotional growth can't really be achieved by not feeling it, even though the logic says that the feeling would be somehow 'incorrect'. Once again Divine Material Nature pops up.

[oak]

Another reason why I think everybody ought to learn the 3-ball cascade...

if you mean what i think you mean, that when the third is brought to where the two are circling eachother, what seemed like one is disentangled. you may find this of interest:

The most fascinating phenomena of celestial mechanics are revealed in the motions of three or more bodies attracted to one another by gravitational forces. If a third body is added to a system of two interacting bodies, the three-body problem generally becomes analytically unsolvable, that is, there exist no general formulas that describe the motion and permit the calculation of positions and velocities of the bodies from arbitrary initial conditions. The lack of analytic solutions is related to the extraordinary complexity of possible motions. Some examples included in the presented collection of Java applets allow us to observe fascinating trajectories of three-body motions that delight the eye and challenge our intuition. However, among the great variety of extremely complex motions there exist a finite subset of very simple regular motions.

- Figure-eight three-body motion in two frames of reference (http://faculty.ifmo.ru/butikov/Projects/Collection4.html)
- Three-body motions in the equilateral configuration (http://faculty.ifmo.ru/butikov/Projects/Collection6.html)

source (http://faculty.ifmo.ru/butikov/Projects/Collection.html)


but if you meant doing the 3-ball cascade balances the brainhalves, nevermind, probably does, it is a relaxing thing to do and recommendable. the above is just a way to describe how our internal mechanics seem to be working as far as i can feel.

[Kain]

Fascinating links oak! Thanks a lot for that!

Kain

[Anibis]

but if you meant doing the 3-ball cascade balances the brainhalves, nevermind, probably does, it is a relaxing thing to do and recommendable. the above is just a way to describe how our internal mechanics seem to be working as far as i can feel.

Wow! I wish I had meant the crazy complex thing, but in general I just meant that the three ball cascade brings the hemispheres of the brain into greater equilibrium. They use it to help people manage ADD, because it teaches you to manage many things as if they were one. It is also a superb meditation on three-fold motions, and is perfect for the sort of stuff we are doing here, as I think you were pointing out. Actually physically juggling plays out these threefold dynamics in the world of Assiah, speaking Qabalistically. It codes the weaving of Tien, Ti and Jen, or Rajas, Sattva and Tamas, or Mercury, Sulphur and Salt, into the musculature of the physical body.

As to your comment, a neato image arises of a Trinary Star. I wonder if somewhere out there in the cosmos there's a three-star cascade going on...
-Ibisis-

[Αzωת]

As to your comment, a neato image arises of a Trinary Star. I wonder if somewhere out there in the cosmos there's a three-star cascade going on...
Rumor has it that Sirius may be a trinary system. But, no verdict has been returned.

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v338/maledoro/Crazy%20Smilies/acf60801.gif

[Amur]

Very interesting. One of the reasons I want to learn OpenGL faster. It's quite straightforward to do these kinds of things with a little knowledge of vectors and physics.