Altered State Ramblings...

[YsetEternal]

this is the place to throw all your nonsensical, ramblilngs due to your imbibement...

I know of at least two that will post here frequently... LOL...

[Aodh]

Perhaps I will tonight...

[YsetEternal]

okay now for my rambling...

its happening sooner than I thought, though what do I expect after 3.5 hours of drinking 92 proof spiced rum?




OK. I love everyone right now... Yes, this means you... LOL. and though I miss a certain someone, I totally would do another certain few ppl on this forum... LOL

But then Im the hooch, what did you expect?

[silentjohn]

I was a bit under the influence last night, if you must know. It was beer from a bar. A shot of tequilla, a shot of rum. some THC, some nicotine.

[YsetEternal]

sounds like my type of party... though where are the thoughts of it? the experiences of it? tell us all...

we want to know the dirt;)

LOL

[silentjohn]

sounds like my type of party... though where are the thoughts of it? the experiences of it? tell us all...

we want to know the dirt;)

LOL

Somehow I got $10 extra in gasoline for the night. Basically it was at the Wolf's Den to start.. same old gambits, including a game of pool. The waitress there is rather cute at least. So three pitchers of beer... then my friend ordered a shot of the tequilla. The night was made a bit interesting because one of the party members I was with had just gone to a sort of mary-kay party but for dildos and sex toys. So the conversation was a bit everywhere. Anyway, I was with a couple - they are dating, see. When we got back to their place they went to bed - after a drunken myspace bulletin that was quite hilarious at the time. So I drive off into the mountains and hang with some soul brothers and then eventually get back home after a cigarette.

And that's the real nitty gritty, ain't it?:rofl:

[feranaja]

I just get more philosophical when inebriated, a little less brittle, more forgiving - I mean, what's the point in so much idiocy we all engage in? Who is worthy of calling an enemy, why can't we learn from one another, celebrate difference? I don't really understand hatred... does anyone? Anger, yes...hatred, no.

I get REALLY mushy airy fairy when drinking. I talk baby talk to dogs (I never do that sober). I dunno...I tell people I love them a lot. Kind of sad we have to NOT do that when sober? Isn't it?
fera

[silentjohn]

I just get more philosophical when inebriated, a little less brittle, more forgiving - I mean, what's the point in so much idiocy we all engage in? Who is worthy of calling an enemy, why can't we learn from one another, celebrate difference? I don't really understand hatred... does anyone? Anger, yes...hatred, no.

I get REALLY mushy airy fairy when drinking. I talk baby talk to dogs (I never do that sober). I dunno...I tell people I love them a lot. Kind of sad we have to NOT do that when sober? Isn't it?
fera

MIght I suggest.. (theres a clue).. that mayhaps possibly maybe, just about in a theoretical way, That you're always saying such a thing, it might just be neatly compressed and tucked away under holographic thought forms of strategy?

Maybe?:o_O:

[feranaja]

You may be right there, sj...I'll open a stella and thnk about that.

love, fera

[YsetEternal]

I totally agree with John... and some ppl arent worth the effort of even thinking about telling them this or that...

Getting mushy isnt a bad thing. The bad thing is when it goes to places it shouldnt like people that deserve it not...

[YsetEternal]

You may be right there, sj...I'll open a stella and thnk about that.

love, fera

damn, my reply came after yours... I shouldve seen that one coming...

[silentjohn]

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Here I am at a beer festival. I think it is fitting for this thread eh?

http://www.clicksmilies.com/s1106/teufel/devil-smiley-009.gif

[YsetEternal]

it most certainly is :D


::: walks away with finger against mouth not saying a word :::

[fr.novumorganum]

I wen out drinking with some people from work, which I never do, and got drunk, which I always do, but I was depressed

And than I drunk-dialed, whcih I never do, but as the nite went on my depression turned to anger:mad:

oh well. at least the gin and tonics keep the bugs away

[Aodh]

The one time I drunk-dialed it was to the worst possible person but the effects of that one act did all the good in the world. :)

Me: "Hey Lucy, it's me, I don't know if I ever apologized for being an asshole or whatever but uh, yeah, I'm sorry..."
Lucy: "Wait, wha?"
Me: -click-

ended up giving us both just enough reason to truly avoid each other to get over each other.

[silentjohn]

Igne Natura Renovatur Integra

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[Sibylle]

I just get more philosophical when inebriated, a little less brittle, more forgiving - I mean, what's the point in so much idiocy we all engage in? Who is worthy of calling an enemy, why can't we learn from one another, celebrate difference? I don't really understand hatred... does anyone? Anger, yes...hatred, no.

I get REALLY mushy airy fairy when drinking. I talk baby talk to dogs (I never do that sober). I dunno...I tell people I love them a lot. Kind of sad we have to NOT do that when sober? Isn't it?
fera

I don't understand that stuff so much either, fera. But sometimes inebriated idiocy is fun. Unfortunately, I don't have enough booze in the house today to have too much fun. Or maybe fortunately ;)

I had to laugh about you mentioning baby-talking to dogs. I used to drive a lady who would do that when I went to pick her up, when saying goodbye to Pixie the dog. I kept myself from laughing, but I don't know why I found it so funny since I do the same thing :laugh:

[feranaja]

http://i8.photobucket.com/albums/a33/feranaja/2006istanbul044.jpg

[YsetEternal]

Omg I Totally Love That Picture :d

[feranaja]

well you know Sybille - it's just not good training practise, too much babytalk - I lapse into it too although I use my voice in a variety of ways to get their attention - ironically when ppl are frustrated with dogs they tend to raise their voice, but thats the exact opposite of what works; 9 times out of ten you drop your voice and they perk right up and listen. Deep voices inidcate seriousness, and whispering is unusual so its an attention getter - yet still, we love to do the babytalk thing - with human loved ones too...

geez Im not actually drunk am I allowed to post in here??

[feranaja]

Thank you Cassi - it was last New Years eve, I was totally wiped and - you dont want to see the rest of them, rofl...

[silentjohn]

Well, the babytalk being reactionary - you are women right? Well the geometric spacing of a dog's face, and even moreso a cat's... is the same as a baby human. And so its a bit instinctual, really, unless you re-write that code.

[YsetEternal]

Thank you Cassi - it was last New Years eve, I was totally wiped and - you dont want to see the rest of them, rofl...


I sure as hell do...


now get to posting :D

[feranaja]

I'm a woman, but I can get a 200 lb Japanese mastiff with aggression issues to lie down and put his head in my lap and let me give him a massage. And there's no babytalk involved in that, it simply excites them. Touch is a far more powerful language than words could ever be when it comes to interspecies communication.
My dog Luke hated most people and he'd be in a barking, defensive frenzy and everyone around him would yell, scream carry on like cavemen. I'd walk in and literally put my hand on his back - not saying one word - and he's pull his ears back like a puppy and stop the carry-on. People who saw it couldnt believe it...took me 6 years to achieve this, but I learned how to speak with my hands.

My ex used to say that the way I talk to Lila sounds like "a drunken Irishman with a speech impediment trying to speak Urdu to an imbecile".
She likes it, though.

lol

[silentjohn]

I'm a woman, but I can get a 200 lb Japanese mastiff with aggression issues to lie down and put his head in my lap and let me give him a massage.

Huh? You're all over the place now. Basically I brought it up because the womanses are geared to be more nurturing, and the obvious connected attributes.( i get a tree of life/flower of life sort of visual cue with various paths and connective beads or points if you will )


And there's no babytalk involved in that, it simply excites them.


Yeah well I thought someone was posting about spontaneous baby-talk with no forethought, post-alcoholic consumption.

On a side note - isn't "reinforced" a great word?


Touch is a far more powerful language than words could ever be when it comes to interspecies communication.


What about body language? Don't even have to touch them.


"a drunken Irishman with a speech impediment trying to speak Urdu to an imbecile".


lol

[Anibis]

Alcohol can ruin perfectly good threads, and alienate people who don't otherwise deserve it. See here (http://forums.abrahadabra.com/showthread.php?p=6935#post6935). Oops.
-Ibisis

[feranaja]

You'll notice I stopped posting about 8 pm...lol

[Zifiriskenoxa]

someone send me a bottle of jb or jack daniels and i ll be a good little happy person for a while ^_^

[YsetEternal]

You'll notice I stopped posting about 8 pm...lol

I dont remember when I stopped posting... LOL... I have a feeling Ill be adding to this thread a bit later too :laugh:

[feranaja]

zaii...youre so darn cute...

[Anibis]

Oh, Hi there, Fera!... You just came here from the Wakefield thread, didn't you?
-Ibisis

[feranaja]

Hi Ibis! Nah I didnt actually, but - I AM drinking beer, lol - who can have couscous for supper without a beer?

[Anibis]

I just opened the first bottle of our new batch, and it is DELICIOUS.... Now THAT'S Alchemy...
-Ibisis
Now go to the Wakefield thread, and come back when you've followed the proper link, you miscreant...

[feranaja]

Oops! Yes sir, I shall try to follow your commands - lol, I love being called miscreant! Does that not suit? Ah yes but it does...<stumbles off to find aforementioned link>

[feranaja]

Oh, Hi there, Fera!... You just came here from the Wakefield thread, didn't you?
-Ibisis


HELP?!? Where am I? That crazy juggler led me astray...:laugh: Or is it simply that living in wakefield is like getting lost in a fairy ring? Time stands still, life as we knew it is...lost in the mists of time?

[Anibis]

It's the Labyrinth...
-Ib

[feranaja]

You got me there, Ibis...cheers...

[YsetEternal]

Cheers? where's mine? Im stuck drinking water. Just found out that I could make up some assignments so Im getting on the ball starting tomorrow... :D

[YsetEternal]

okay I lied... I decided to have some nog... but instead of brandy I used 92 proof rum LOL

[Radiant Star]

Well I have my fourth virus in six weeks, so when my daughter opened some white wine to go with our pheasant last night, I just knew it was exactly what I needed and it would make me feel better :D


Ugh. Its the next morning now and it didn't.

[feranaja]

Well I have my fourth virus in six weeks, so when my daughter opened some white wine to go with our pheasant last night, I just knew it was exactly what I needed and it would make me feel better :D


Ugh. Its the next morning now and it didn't.

ooh RS - sorry to hear all of this. Isn't that the way? I have found as I got older that I have a definite cut off limit and if I go over that - or God forbid drink without eating - I really suffer the following day. Which is probably good, keeps my liver in one piece and spares me those wonderful mornings where you arent sure why your shoes are in the freezer or who that is sleeping in the driveway.

FOUR viruses? Are you eating well? Under a lot of stress? Doing a lot of ritual? I find any of these will make me susceptible, although - knock wood, I rarley get flus anymore and when I do, I get over them quickly. BUt I have to pace myself with magickal work - too much will lower immunity, worsen any existing conditions and just plain make you tired.

Have some tea, a good B complex and maybe, a hair of the dog at lunchtime...:yes:
fera

[Radiant Star]

No hair of the dog left but I think the tea sounds good and yes, I forgot about the B vitamins. Good idea : )

I suppose life this last two months has been hectic, exam, a few changes here and there but most of all, I have health issues that make me particularly susceptible to this kind of thing, just normally only get one or two each winter, not a run of them.

The good thing is it stops me doing things and gives me time to reflect on life :D

[feranaja]

This is probably another topic but you know, I was thinking about just that thing, last night. With regards to grief. It seems to me before Luke died I was on some sort of a crazed treadmill of activity and work - goal driven, I mean for almost a year I'd been doing 12 - 14 hour days - and now I've had to stop, I do appreciate the hidden benefits of ths phase. I missed out on a lot that last year (of Luke's life) ironically after I got feeling better physically - and this was a crowning achievement for me - I also disconnected from the things that matter most. Which is probably why Im so nostalgic for periods of my life that outwardly, were very difficult - there is nothng like having time to reflect, to simply be...

but this is not at all alcohol related - should I open a bottle? It's 5:30 am here, I think not...

[Lucian]

I went to a party. Got happily drunk. Shed my Ice Queen persona. Laughed like an idiot at just about everything. Slept with a friend. Caught his pneumonia.

It ruled.

*coughcoughwheeze* :thumbsup: Right on.

[feranaja]

rofl...wish Id been there to witness the laughing like an idiot part.

I'm a bit warm tonight - justa few beers, I dont think I qualify for the thread yet.
By the time I do qualify, I hope to have enough sense left not to post anyway.
Sheesh, Im no fun at all..

[YsetEternal]

rofl...wish Id been there to witness the laughing like an idiot part.

I'm a bit warm tonight - justa few beers, I dont think I qualify for the thread yet.
By the time I do qualify, I hope to have enough sense left not to post anyway.
Sheesh, Im no fun at all..


I bet youre getting closer ;) I know I am :D

[Anibis]

Oh man... It's funny Alcohol is one drug I can really relate to... I swear it it really medicinal... Just another glass, then off to bed I go. Cheers;
-Ib

[Radiant Star]

I am trying to think of why I might want to go buy a bottle of something at 11:20am on a Wednesday, but the right excuse hasn't popped into my head yet...

... searching ... searching

[feranaja]

I am trying to think of why I might want to go buy a bottle of something at 11:20am on a Wednesday, but the right excuse hasn't popped into my head yet...

... searching ... searching


how about, because feranaja told me to?

Sort of a take on "the devil made me do it"... hehehe...:laugh:
:devil:

[MythMath]

fera,

I'm not much of a drinker, per se...

Can I go procure some weed...? :p :laugh:

[feranaja]

You certainly may. Please feel free to post weed-inspired ramblings here or in your own thread..maybe we could et Yset to change the title of this one to something like" the mind altered files?"

[MythMath]

"broadside to the merest puff..." :dull:

[YsetEternal]

Altered State Ramblings good enough? ;) And DONE!!!

[YsetEternal]

Nope, didnt work it had been too long since I created the thread...

Perhaps a mod would change it for us? MM, you should be able to do it :D if Not one of the admins should be able to :D

[Anibis]

Done and done...
-Ib

[Kain]

Salty flavours seem to stimulate the lower egoic shell quite a bit...perhaps I should lay off all that after all, like I planned.

Also, been wondering if the word of the symptom (or disease, depending on your point of view) of semi-independant Inner Polarity is "But". Interesting, it doesn't quite retain the quality it had while being encountered celestially. I guess language is imperfect after all. Also, english seems to spoil it even more, it sounded more relevant in the greek version...lol...

I guess this thread has become approapriate for me too now that the causes of influence have been broadened (as I no longer engage in alcohol consumption). Just emerged out of a really deep Laya (http://www.google.gr/search?hl=el&q=define%3A+laya&meta=) state. This thread felt appropriate for these thoughts I guess,

Kain

[hitman777]

I just started drinking, and may be on for a couple hours, maybe, so maybe I'll post some drunken ramblings!:mad:

[hitman777]

Well, gotta get going, and I'm not drunk yet, not even close.
Sorry to not be a beligerant dick yet!

[Aodh]

My mind is empty, eyes gone blank, the ringing in my ear still stays.

I had a horrible night backstage managing a horrendous talent show.

Getting some much needed natural therapy right now.

[feranaja]

Oh this is disappointing, I went to sleep assured I'd wake up to some real lunacy here...damn. Well - start drinking/smoking earlier today and entertain me, you lot!
fera

[hitman777]

I will probably have something for you later, because not only am I planning on getting royally shitfaced today, but my psycho Italian friend will be stopping by later, hopefully, so that should be funny.

[Radiant Star]

Oh this is disappointing, I went to sleep assured I'd wake up to some real lunacy here...damn. Well - start drinking/smoking earlier today and entertain me, you lot!
fera

Its only around 7pm here in London, but I am on the red wine after a wonderful candlelit meal. ;)

[feranaja]

ahh goodie, some entertainment ahead.

2 of my real-life Witch friends just left after coming over with food, wine and much love and support... we agreed that I need to somehow try to let Luke's spirit go,and that after his burial they will come and help me smudge, release his spirit and change the energy in here. We split a bottle of red and they left me a nice white, with instructions to "enjoy myself" lol...so maybe I'll ramble with you all later too.

Cheers....here's to tomorrow..
fera

[hitman777]

Sometimes drunkeness isn't pretty.
I got in an argument with the woman I love today and last night, apparently, for pretty much no reason. She's a great woman, and I spazzed out at everybody for basically no reason at all, accusing people of things that they didn't do, or flipping out over things that aren't even real reasons to get angry. We argued some today, but things smoothed over. I tell you, this girl is a saint to put up with my bs. And I am definetly an asshole. She says that I've got a lot of tension and whatnot that I don't let out normally when I'm pretending for the world to be a nice guy, and then it comes out when I'm drunk or just overly stressed out. Obviously I would never hurt a hair on her head, but she pointed that several times I have hit guys for little or no reason was when I was drinking. Outside of fight club, that is.
Yes, I'm drinking now, but she's at work, so if I'm an asshole toward anybody it will be to myself, until my buddy shows, if he does. Maybe I'll go nuts on him!:laugh: Joking, by the way.
Man, I'm the jolly drunk usually, but once I hit a certain point, I'm either everybody's best friend or a real holy terror.
Yeah, my wife's a saint. I should do something nice for her, like clean the house...


hitman

[m1thr0s]

geez Hitman777...you sure as hell type pretty good for a drunk guy...

Alcohol makes people crazy...sometimes that's a good thing...sometimes it's not.

As you get a little older you usually begin to wind down the frequency a bit...maybe change your style a little. I enjoy good wine these days whereas when I was younger I would have totally balked at that idea...

Wine seems to give me the high I want without all the hassle. You've got to stay away from cheap wines though...that stuff is garbage.

m1thr0s

[Sibylle]

Alright, so I'll tell you about my day, its nice ending, and even give you a picture :laugh:

I tried to go to the grocery store this morning, but it is officially a zoo out there, and it seems like it started today. I drove around for 15 minutes and could not get a parking place. That is totally not right, especially for me. Once or twice every week, I take an 86-year-old lady around to do errands, and it is her joke that I must be a witch because I always get the perfect parking place - even at busy times. That amuses me to no end. At any rate, I gave up this morning and figured I'd go tonight. So I get to the grocery store with tequila and Bailey's on the brain. Seems that Bailey's is on sale, and sold out. Oh noes! And Sauza tequila is priced so low that I have to cheat on José. I get to the checkout line, and a relatively new checker that I don't really know, and ask him if they are really sold out of Bailey's, and would he please check. While he is gone, the bagger takes the opportunity to entertain me with conversation about my day, his grandmother, and when people ought to eat dinner :rofl: Behold! The checker has some other guy find me a Bailey's gift set priced just like the sold out bottle, and I get two glasses on top of the booze! LOL! I tell the bagger that my day has just improved immensely. Bagger guy then disappears and bagger girl appears and walks out with me, and tells me to tell all my friends to come shopping at night, because it gives them something to do. This is kinda funny, because I talked to a friend of mine yesterday who said she sets her alarm to 1 a.m. to go grocery shopping this time of year. Her grocery store is open 24 hours, and she wants to avoid the crowds.

My problem now is that I really like those Bailey's glasses, one of which is pictured below, but I don't have anywhere to put them.

I can still type. This must mean I need another one. :eek:

[m1thr0s]

damn...that looks good...

m1thr0s

[Anibis]

Yes, it's that time. Yes I just came back from hanging out in bars getting drunk and doing card tricks, and Yes I'm going to bed now.... I love you guys (slurs)... ;)
-Ibisis

[YsetEternal]

Damn girl that sounds like a rather eventful grocery shopping trip, and cheating on Jose isnt that big of a deal... Ive done it enough to know... ;)

And while on the subject of typing when schlockered, I am doing okay... Though m1thr0s in all actuality its taken me ten minutes to type this as I wanted to be sure it was typo free... LOL

I know how sad is that, but thats a drunk perfectionist for ya...

I think Ill end on Ibisis' note as well... I love you guys...

[hitman777]

Thanks for the compliment, M1thros. I guess I'm so used to operating while drunk that I've learned to compensate!:laugh:
I've wised up to not do ritual when I'm really drunk, sometimes I'll AP while drunk, but that's about it. Or communicate with a servitor if it comes to me while I'm drinking, or whatever.

[feranaja]

I've wised up to not do ritual when I'm really drunk, sometimes I'll AP while drunk, but that's about it.

Dont remind me :laugh:

fera

[Radiant Star]

I can still type. This must mean I need another one. :eek:

I had that problem last night, so I gave up and went to bed instead lol

However, I clearly need more practice :p
...so just doing that with a large red right now :laugh:

I love weekends.

[Sibylle]

I thought you people might enjoy this recipe that my friend sent me. 'Tis the season for baking (or getting baked)


Tequila Cookies

It is time to start baking for the
holidays. This is the BEST Christmas Cookie recipe EVER!


Christmas Cookies

1 cup of water
1 tsp baking soda
1 cup of sugar

1 tsp salt
1 cup of brown sugar
Lemon juice
4 large eggs
1 cup nuts
2 cups of dried fruit
1 bottle Patron Silver Tequila

Sample the Patron to check quality.

Take a large bowl, check the Patron
again to be sure it is of the highest quality,
pour one level cup and
drink. Better if chilled first.

Turn on the electric mixer. Beat one cup of
butter in a large fluffy
bowl. Add one teaspoon of sugar. Beat again.

At this point it's best to make sure the
Patron is still OK, try
another chilled cup just in case.

Turn off the mixerer thingy. Break 2 leggs and
add to the bowl and
chuck
in the cup of dried fruit.

Pick the frigging fruit off floor. Mix on the
turn er. If the fried druit gets stuck in the
beaterers just pry it loose with a drewscriver.


Sample the Patron to check for tonsisticity.

Next, sift two cups of salt, or something.
Check the Patron.

Now shift the lemon juice and strain your
nuts.

Add one table. Add a spoon of sugar, or
somefink. Whatever you can
find.

Greash the oven. Turn the cake tin 360 degrees
and try not to fall
over. Don't forget to bean off the turner.

Finally, throw the bowl through the window,
finish the Patron and make sure to put
the stove in the dishwasher.

CHERRY MISTMAS

[YsetEternal]

Rofflmao

[Radiant Star]

Its Monday.

I am in an altered state... I am sober

[feranaja]

Sibylle your recipe brought bqack many happy memories (which Nuhad can attest to) of the days I used to spend literally cooking all day - by dinnrti
eem the oven was indeed in the dishwasher so to speak as its VERY hard to cook for ten hours withour a lot of testing...the vino that is..

lol, I wont try the tequila anytime soon but I'm sure Cassi might when she visits .... we;ll cook something up special for AF when that happens...
fera