Copuldaemon
01-06-2007, 10:43 AM
I've been pondering this topic for the last few days only so for it was frustrating given my current mind state to format this into type but I'm here to do it and if I make it out to an unsatisfaction, well, thank good things for the edit button.
I say that despite all of our individuality which is based soley on the individual's choices of what they experiences, we're the same or at least our "hardware's" the same, meaning we are built with the same stuff.
That is to say as of recently, during my meditaition, my ass has been getting thrown all over the place because I am trying to learn how to control the energy that I have accumulated.
What I have learned is, there are general archetypes that are typical or atleast familiar to all of us even though we are different in tongue, flesh and way of life.
For instance, I can say that I have found a slew of authors or artwork in my early days about faceless, skid like, or massive tentacled-gaping mawed mouthed, eyeless or many eyed monsters wwaaaaayyyyy before I have discoverd the lovecraftian mythos. Now I know it can be debated that such works mentioned could of been HP inspired given that this man was walking on the earth a centurie ago and I'd agree but disaggree because for the fact that despite many were influenced by his works, I seriously doubt he's the only man to off ever come in contact with such disturbed things.
I am sure we all had, I know I had. The beautiful thing about ChM as I understand it is that there are no boundaries or limits, and by this, it is far more superior than any traditional or ancient system of will manipulation/domination.
In the aspect of ChM, I can use psychology or things dealing more with the human mind than that of a spiritual/faith base. Friends have always said that I am more Luciferian than Satanic in that respect.
That is to say that my methods are more scientifical in the essence of metaphysics than that of dogma or faith, is what I'm saying so that is to say there's a collective conscious and in that respect, do you think that these elder gods are from or originate from the subconcious or primal parts of this collective conscious????
Could it be that their grotesque descriptions are symbolic of the first fascinations or ideas from our imagination, twisted and bestial just like our ancestral forms? Could it be that they who descended from the dark stars, ruling the earth with civilations that nature and the gods have cursed only to be eventually outcasted to a void is symbolic of primal man emerging from the sea (hail tiamat) to create environments for themselves to surpass all other creatures only to be put on the back burner of our minds, with the door closed?
And supposing that is true, then the reason why the lore of these gods is that they hate us, want to enslave or destroy us is because we have escaped our primal conscious or are now independant of it and could it also be true that withn the lore of these mytho cults, that despite how these gods want to eat or enslave all of the human race, there are those who faithfully want to serve despite instant madness and death, is this symbolic of our need as modern humans to return back to our original contructs because despite our many social, civil and technilogical advancements, we are missing a vital part even though it is savage.
That although we are programed to seek safety and or to take refuge or to protect our values or what's valued, that we seek death and destruction not out of a morbid case of boredom but a need to reconnect with such aspects to feel 'alive'?
Could it be summed up that many of the now emerging magickians are trying to working with mythos because (whether they know it or not) they are trying to connect with their primal selves because it's part of a vital process to be whole while enroute to supremacy or literal godhood?
I don't know, any thoughts?
I say that despite all of our individuality which is based soley on the individual's choices of what they experiences, we're the same or at least our "hardware's" the same, meaning we are built with the same stuff.
That is to say as of recently, during my meditaition, my ass has been getting thrown all over the place because I am trying to learn how to control the energy that I have accumulated.
What I have learned is, there are general archetypes that are typical or atleast familiar to all of us even though we are different in tongue, flesh and way of life.
For instance, I can say that I have found a slew of authors or artwork in my early days about faceless, skid like, or massive tentacled-gaping mawed mouthed, eyeless or many eyed monsters wwaaaaayyyyy before I have discoverd the lovecraftian mythos. Now I know it can be debated that such works mentioned could of been HP inspired given that this man was walking on the earth a centurie ago and I'd agree but disaggree because for the fact that despite many were influenced by his works, I seriously doubt he's the only man to off ever come in contact with such disturbed things.
I am sure we all had, I know I had. The beautiful thing about ChM as I understand it is that there are no boundaries or limits, and by this, it is far more superior than any traditional or ancient system of will manipulation/domination.
In the aspect of ChM, I can use psychology or things dealing more with the human mind than that of a spiritual/faith base. Friends have always said that I am more Luciferian than Satanic in that respect.
That is to say that my methods are more scientifical in the essence of metaphysics than that of dogma or faith, is what I'm saying so that is to say there's a collective conscious and in that respect, do you think that these elder gods are from or originate from the subconcious or primal parts of this collective conscious????
Could it be that their grotesque descriptions are symbolic of the first fascinations or ideas from our imagination, twisted and bestial just like our ancestral forms? Could it be that they who descended from the dark stars, ruling the earth with civilations that nature and the gods have cursed only to be eventually outcasted to a void is symbolic of primal man emerging from the sea (hail tiamat) to create environments for themselves to surpass all other creatures only to be put on the back burner of our minds, with the door closed?
And supposing that is true, then the reason why the lore of these gods is that they hate us, want to enslave or destroy us is because we have escaped our primal conscious or are now independant of it and could it also be true that withn the lore of these mytho cults, that despite how these gods want to eat or enslave all of the human race, there are those who faithfully want to serve despite instant madness and death, is this symbolic of our need as modern humans to return back to our original contructs because despite our many social, civil and technilogical advancements, we are missing a vital part even though it is savage.
That although we are programed to seek safety and or to take refuge or to protect our values or what's valued, that we seek death and destruction not out of a morbid case of boredom but a need to reconnect with such aspects to feel 'alive'?
Could it be summed up that many of the now emerging magickians are trying to working with mythos because (whether they know it or not) they are trying to connect with their primal selves because it's part of a vital process to be whole while enroute to supremacy or literal godhood?
I don't know, any thoughts?